Four months and going strong

Mistress,

So it's almost 4 months together now. It's been so fucking fun. And frustrating, but I come to that little later. I can't say if this been like I expected, because I really didn't expect anything. I had no experience. And I wanted to go and look what happens. And there's been a lot of things changing.
I'm starting to learn more and more what I like and what not. Who and what kind of submissive I am. And still, almost every week I find some new things inside me, or realized that things I though I like weren't really that way.

Like panties and thongs and schoolgirl uniform and so on. Not a sissy thing or transvestism or girly thing. Really, just a fucking slutty thing. Even my pinkish toe nails don't make me feel girly.
And I don't really even think if if just a fetish thing or whatever. Why should I need to know more than that you like me wear those now and then, and that those make me feel even more like slut. Your slut. That's enough for me.

We have tried a little public thing. Not exposing to public, but kinda like hidden public playing. And that made me so fucking nervous. And I found out that I have trouble writing a bout that experience to blog. Not that it was too hard or made me feel bad. it's just me and privacy. But let's say to readers that it include toilets and butt plugs and red lipstick kissed. Hardware store (why the hell I bought those clips), more toilets, fitting room mirror and cum. But thank god, no licking.
Oh and there were also water filled balloons and thongs.

I had my instruction on mp3 player. Mistress recorded them to me before and I was to listen first piece of those at home to know how it starts. And then stop. Do what's said and continue listen next part. It was so much fun. Listening my Mistress's voice. Much better than reading instructions. It also gave me more courage to do things. Almost like you were there with me. Almost, but not quite. I don't think that it can be closer to that without some kind of on line thing. Like some kind of machine where you talk and other people hear it somewhere else. Hey, wait (sorry I couldn't resist). Anyways, it was actually better than talking to phone. I had no way to try to say: no, please do I have to do THIS. So I just did all things. And now I'm starting to be turned on again. I mean more turned on. And that leads to other thing.

I've been giving more and more control away lately. And fucking loved it. It's hard sometimes, and I'm going to break those rules in future. Not in purpose I hope, but by accident. It's just going to happen, I know that I just have suffer consequences then. And this doesn't mean that I take my rules lightly, I just mean that you can't go on without making any errors. And realizing that it won't be devastating to me when I found out that I did something wrong.

Yes, that giving away control. I can't fucking touch my cock anymore without permission. And I'm waiting for my chastity belt to arrive. Why did I give up all that control. And does it work when you're other side of ocean. Well, I love being under your control and while it makes me so fucking frustrated it also makes me feeling incredibly turned on. That's why I works so well. And hey, I'm submissive so it kinda comes naturally. I just want to so fucking much to please you.

My shyness is also fading, but it's not going away completely. Ever. And I love that too. I love that "what, you want me to do that?" rush. Being on web cam is so much easier now, except masturbating on cam. I don't know why. Maybe it's just such an intimate thing to do while someone else is watching. Hard to relax. And if I'm not relax... ...well, think of yourself.

And more about that giving away control. Now I don't have to say what happens. Not to fucking anything. We''ll there are hard limits, and my vanilla time, and if something comes up you have always been very flexible. And you also know when to push and when not. And you don't rush things. And that's a fucking good thing. Everything has come so naturally now. Like me offering more control to you. I just felt like it. Felt like that was what I need. Next step toward something. I don't know to what, but I'm sure it's going to be fun too.

And then there is pain. Even that goes so fucking well. I'm turning toward a pain slut too. And there's that little sadist inside you Mistress. Not a cruel one. As I'm not into extreme pain. But pain nevertheless. Like those clips from hardware store. Fucking alligator teeth clips that are made to use on curtains. They fucking hurts so much on my nipples. Fuucking long 15 minutes. And flicking them may time just before taking them off. Oh god. That was so close to my limit that anything can be. Without going over. And I know that If you hadn't been there on line with me, I just couldn't have kept them on. And there was also one more reason that helped. I knew that if it's too much and I have to take them off you wouldn't be upset. You know that I wouldn't do that unless I really have to. And that made me keeping them on.

So how things are now. Hmm. Nah, just kidding, I don't have to think of it.

Right now I'm one very happy submissive slut.

I love you Mistress.

And thank god I have a Mistress who loves her slut using F word.

sam

P.S. To readers of this blog. As you know I'm not English speaking person. And I ain't a good with writing in Finish either. So writing in English is slow and sometimes quite a painful process for me. And I tried to keep updating this blog very often. But it started to feel like weight on my back. Hard obligation, not something fun to share. So there was this break in writing. But it feels easier now. And I'm not going to think if I will write good or even decent English. I just can't think of that. So you just have suffer with bad sentences and typos and gerally speaking little less 'quality' text. But in exchange I try to keep this blog updated regularly. Don't know yet how often, but not this long breaks anymore.

Anal Training

Mistress,

Even More delayed weekend fun.


~ Anal Training, to be done all in one shot.

This is going to be fun. Lets start this with picture of picture of my ass before training.




~ Fill your ass with your small plug for 30 minutes

No problems with this one. Such a small plug. I just inserted it and went doing other things I had to do.

And time was up almost too soon. So I just removed it and that was it. And my ass didn't really felt used after that one.


~ Change that out for your Medium Plug for 1 hour

Back to inserting things in my ass. Medium plug isn't very big either and it went in without any trouble.

This should have been very easy hour too. But it wasn't for some reason I felt discomfort from the beginning. Not pain but it wasn't fun either. And that made me nervous. This should have been still more like warm up than actual training. It was a long hour and I had to concentrate to being able to make it. But I wasn't really worried yet. It was only discomfort not pain.

Finally hour was up and no pain when removing plug. And that discomfort disappeared also immediately so there was no reason to quit training.


~ Change that out for your smaller Dildo for 1 hour (fucking slowly 100 times during this time)

I'm so glad that you said smaller, not small. It only about 6 inches, but it not 'small' for me. But not very big either. Inserting it was easy and painless process.

But then that discomfort started again. No pain, just discomfort. I can't really explain how it felt. It was little strange feeling, no pain, but feeling I have not had before. First half of the hour went mostly just me concentrating of keeping it in. Or maybe more 'not taking it out'. And worrying about that fucking. I was sure that I just can't do it. That I really can't.

But when time went by and it was getting close to decide whatever I can even try to fuck myself with that dildo, something happened. First I was starting to feel that I might at least try it and little after that I just went to do it. Although I wasn't sure if I can really do it I started it.

And I did it all. It was not fun at all, but this was training and I don't give up easily. But I have to say that I was fucking happy that it wasn't more than just 100 times.

Even more uncomfortable feeling after that, but still no pain. Funny. I really don't know what it was.

Removing that dildo was a relief and there was no pain at all.


And my ass was just fine after that part of training.

~ Change that out for your larger Dildo...try your best without harming yourself to get it to fit. When you do, leave it in for 30 minutes and then try slowly fucking yourself with it.

Now this was part I wasn't waiting eagerly. I have tried that larger (about 8 inch) dildo and it was just too big. My confidence wasn't really high at this point, but what else could I do than try it. And somewhere deep in my mind was a little 'what if' feeling. It would been so nice to be able to use that fucking big dildo.

But no. Inserting it hurt. Not like damaging my ass pain, but it really hurt. But I did get it in a little.

But that pain was too much for me. It was very clear that my asshole is not ready to be stretched that wide now so I took it out even before full minute has gone. There was too reasons for that, it really felt too big, and pain was also too hard. Too hard that to feel safe (it didn't felt dangerous though) and it also was too severe pain for me. As you know I don't take risks so it didn't feel like having failed in training. It just showed that more training is needed.

And after I took it out all the pain went away immediately. So I decided to try that big monster plug too, but I really knew that I can't get it in. And because of that my heart wasn't really in it anymore. But I did try it but there was that too stretched pain again, so I stopped pushing it before it was all in. And trust me. There's no way I could have that one inside me now. It is simple too wide.

Thank you for this training Mistress.

sam

313 Kisses

Mistress,

Delayed Weekend Fun continues with kisses.










I love posing for you, but I ain't no model and really don't know how to pose well.














Either I'm not a good photographer, those papers are not tilted in reality, my camera just does tricks for me.















But I try my best for you...
























...and love every minute of it.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

5 in2kink's tasks I would like to do

Little update: I had terrible back pain for a week. That's why it's been quiet here.

But now I can continue doing things. Slowly and carefully first, but soon I can leave that behind too. And it's about time. I've been missing being naughty horny slut for you.

Mistress, here's 5 in2kink's task I would like to do. They are in alphabetical order and there are more than these 5 task I would like to perform. But I had to choose something.

1. Extreme Anal Penetration:

Quite obvious reasons. Not so 'extreme' for me, but should be fun.

2. House of Pain - House of pleasure

Anal, spanking, whipping. Do I really need to say anything :)

3. My Sexy Panty Slut

3 days of horny, frustrated sluttynes. Mmmm

4. Tailor made

5. The Seventh Seal

Last two: I love surprises. And that little fear of not knowing what it is going to be.

sam

Week one of edge training is over (for now)

Mistress,

Frustrating training continues.

Day 6

Dice hates me. 1 try again. Not much to tell about that. Disappointing. From my email to Mistress next day: "P.S. No luck with edge yesterday. But today, I will fucking show that cock who's boss."

Well, Mistress is boss, but when training it should be me, not my cock.

Day 7

Do I even have to say that I throw once again 1. I felt little pissed off with that. But even more I felt frustrated so I had to do little begging by email:

"P.S. Today's dice results are.

Edge thing: 5. This is so fucking weird. One fucking try again. May
I please do something for you to get second try? Please Mistress. I'm
so fucking frustrated that I just want to cum. And two chances are
better than one. Even with risk of two ruined ones. Pretty please. Let
me have second try too. Please. "

Mistress found my begging amusing and I gave two changes. For both Friday and Saturday, but I had to attach 6 clothespins on my body and take pictures.

Note about pics. I took those in living room and after that went back to bedroom for edge training. Could really try to edge and take pictures at same time.

1st try

I fucking show that cock who's boss. What a fucking relief. And pleasure. So nice to have real orgasm. So pleasurable. So something. I loved that moment when I saw that 2 minutes was gone and there was no more holding or hands of too soon thing. Thank you for this orgasm Mistress.

I don't really think that clothespins on balls helped. More like I was so determined and horny and... ...that they didn't hurt so much this time.







2nd try

Back where I started. Clothespins on inner thighs hurt too much. I mean too much to adjust stroking to stay on edge. I would have dropped off if I had tried. So 45 seconds and hands off.
















Day 8

Final day for week one. Although I'm kinda sure that I have to do this first week again. It hasn't been very successful.

Anyways. Not so frustrated today. Maybe it's knowing that this ends today. Even knowing that there is no guarantee that I succeed to cum or that Mistress would let me cum after week is over, it's a relief.




1st try

Weekend fun day so I wear something you sent me all day. Clothespins on nipples and both side of them under cups of that lovely negligee. So nice, but painful feeling. Every movement hurts a little when clothespins move too.

No luck this time. But close. Little less than 25 second to go when i had to give up. Frustration came back. Bloody hell. Now I can't stop thinking that this is week ONE. Oh no.

2nd try

No picture. Don't know what happened. It just wasn't there. But there was clothespins. 1 on every fingertip of left hand and last one on tongue. That last one ruined it. And my orgasm too. Hurted too much and I couldn't concentrate. Ruined one after just 36 seconds. Didn't like to end this so badly, but there was nothing I could do anymore. So that was it. And I can tell you Mistress that clothespins are not good idea when training. Although I had that only successful orgasm while I had clothespins on my balls, I think it was despite of them, not because of them.

What a week this has been. So frustrating and left me so horny. I've been leaking all week. At home, at work, at stores. Everywhere. All the time. Feeling horny, frustrated, satisfied, disappointed an so on. Tell me a feeling and I had it. But in some way I loved this week. Not edging or having ruined orgasms. I don't like those. But I love so much trying new and hard things for you. Well, not trying. This wasn't really trying anything. But trying to learn staying on edge so you could enjoy keeping me there later. That gave me so nice feeling. And I loved it.

Thank you Mistress

I love you.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - back of thighs)

Mistress,

And last one for that day was 45 to back of thighs.
Thank you very much for this ruler test session.
It was painfull, but very much fun.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - breasts)

Mistress,

So much fun for one day. 33 this time.

Thank you.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - feet)

Mistress,

Here we go again. 39 to bottom of feet. Stings, but don't hurt.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - balls)

Mistress,

And next was balls. Your favorite. 38 hits. Fuck, that hurts.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - inner thighs)

Mistress,

Next one was 40 hits in my already sore and little bruised inner thighs.
Fun.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - ass)

Mistress,

Testing new ruler as you wanted. First is 43 hits to ass. I found out that I can hit harder than this on ass. Didn't hurt much. Took it easy because I didn't have any experience with that ruler before.

sam

Working Fun

Fun day at work.

Mistress,

Wednesday night at work I had a little extra time and only few coworkers there. So I sent an email to Mistress and asked if she wanted me to do something for here there.

And she did. She wanted me to out 13 paper clips somewhere on my body. And I did. Attached them to mu balls and foreskin. Felt a little funny and it felt that few of them got loose almost immediately because they are quite small ones and little difficult to attach to balls. Hmm. Wonder what they will think if I will ask for bigger paper clips. Size that's suitable for balls.

Anyways, they stayed on until day was over and after removing them I just left them on my desk for later use.

And that later use is that chain. After little misunderstanding at morning (I'm not a morning person) I got it right. Attached that chain inside those panties you wanted me to wear at work. And it felt nice. If not thinking few painful moments when that pinch me or felt like dull needle on my balls, it was fun. And it remind me of you most of the time. And how could it not. There I was, having paper clip chain against my genitals inside my thong while working.

Oh and it made me also keep my legs open whole day. Not wide open, but just that much that helped to avoid my jeans pushing them against my genitals in painful way.

Corners.

9+ something AM. (sorry, but as you know, this one was weird morning, took long time to woke up)
Staircase of my building. Nervous.

11:55 am. At work. Toilet. Alone. Easy.

01:10 pm At work. Toilet, stall. Very easy.

01:5? pm At work. Storage room. Nervous.

03:44 pm At work. Corridor. Going out. Very nervous.

4:20 pm Out. Buss stop (the kind with shelter) easy.

5:21 pm At work. Corner near notice board. Nervous.

6:2? On my way to x stopped to store to buy cigarettes. Corner of shelves (thank you for the tip).
Easy.

7:2? pm X. Stall at toilet. Easy.

21:22 pm Back at work. Alone. Conference room. Very easy.

21:4? pm. On my way out. Empty lounge. Easy.

21:5? pm. Buss stop again. Little nervous.

22:3? pm. Same place where this started. Easy and relief.

I don't know if you have noticed on pictures or when I'm on cam that i don't wear wrist watch.
That makes those times little imprecise sometime.

It was fun. New kind of fun for me. Little nervous one too. But fun.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Edge training continues

Mistress,

Frustrating edge training continues.

After first three days we had a little chat and a little adjustment was made. So now on I have to stay withing 5 seconds of cumming while edging. Sounds much easier, but I'm already so fucking horny that it's not. I just wish we had started it like that. I would have at least two successful edge session that way. Well, if we leave out that fucking moment of ruining that orgasm, this has been fun. Frustrating, but fun. Most of the time.

Day 4.

1 try only. What is it with dice? This is ridiculous.

And that edge. Went better, but now I was adjusting it to that new five second rule. 1:37. And that's it. No fucking satisfaction for me me. I hate this. I just hate it. We'll little later it's more fun again,

but right there on edge, realizing that it's not this one it's fucking torture.

Day 5

:( I don't want to write this. This sucks. I mean my ability to to stay on edge suck. This feeling sucks. Dices suck big time.

That was right after one more ruined orgasm. It didn't take long to feel better. But I do wonder why I have such a bad luck with dice. Or is it a good luck. I don't know. But this is so frustrating.

And little after that. Blah. I don't care anymore. I's starting to be very clear to me that we might have to redo week one. This hasn't really be a success. But what the hell. I can do this again if needed. And maybe thinking like that take a little pressure off.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Weekend Fun

My Slut....



You may start all of this AFTER you have your blog current with everything on your Friday.



This is a naughty list for you this weekend....



~ Anal Training, to be done all in one shot.

~ Fill your ass with your small plug for 30 minutes

~ Change that out for your Medium Plug for 1 hour

~ Change that out for your smaller Dildo for 1 hour (fucking slowly 100 times during this time)

~ Change that out for your larger Dildo...try your best without harming yourself to get it to fit. When you do, leave it in for 30 minutes and then try slowly fucking yourself with it.

~ If not too sore by now, try your largest plug and see if it is ready to pop i place yet.

~ If your ass is not too sore and you have another day left, you may repeat this, but use your judgement.



~ I want 13 pictures taken for me this weekend. Be Creative.



~ At all times in your apartment you must be wearing something that I sent you that is clothing...whether it be your nighties or your panties, or both.



~ Continue your spankings this weekend.



~ I want you to tape a large area of white paper on a wall where you don't mind having that wall in a picture. Make this a comfortable height that you can stand. I want you to plant 313 kisses on this through the weekend. I want them with your red lipstick of course my slut. I want a picture of you standing in front of this kiss collage, wearing your red heart panties and your heels....and that white shall that goes with your school girl uniform, and your jewelry and nothing else. That will be so sexy.



~ I want you to look through the ORG tasks at the ones posted by in2kink and select your top 5 of his you would like to do, and make a post here on your blog linking them for me. I will choose one or two for you to request soon.



~ Now....Saturday is your last day of edge training...will you be successful this first week of trying? Or not? We will see. But I do know you are trying your best...so I want you to post your final edge report on Saturday before you go to bed, and tell me how the week went. Then you may beg me to let you cum. I know you won't want to procrastinate on this after a week of ruined orgasms...so don't. You will ask me nicely and offer to me how you wish to cum for me. You can ask to cum once, or many times...but be specific. Don't worry about impressing me, just please me.

I will watch your video on Sunday that you posted tonight.
Mistress

Spankings (day 16)

Mistress,

118 hits to inner thighs with belt. Trying to avoid long lasting marks, but making it sting enough.

Not hard hits, but I think I got it. No bad bruises and nice burning feeling afterwards. And little soreness next morning.

sam

Edge Training Starts

First three days of edge training.

Mistress,

Now this is interesting, you love to keep your slut on edge and I,
while I can edge without too much problem, can't stay on edge. I just
can't. I either go over it or drop out of it. And because no dropped
off this time, it's going to be fucking many ruined orgasm this week.
And yes, I notice that there reads week one, so I afraid that I'm
going to have very frustrated future. Unless I manage somehow to learn
how to stay on edge.

Oh well, at least I'm going to one fucking horny slut for you. And
that part I love.

Day 1

1 try for today.

I was very tired and horny. So this wasn't even much of a training. 37
fucking seconds and there it was. First ruined orgasm for you. It's so
fucking hard to remove hands early enough it to be really ruined
orgasm. But what choice do I had. None.

I was actually so tired that I didn't even clean myself off after that
cum dribble, yep, dribble out of my cock. I just started to sleep.

Not very impressive start, but hey, at least I didn't screw it up.

Day 2

Again just one try.

Fucking disaster. Impressive 15 seconds and there I go again. :( Oh,
boy. Other one ruined for you.
Felt little 'down' after this one. Wondering if I'm ever gonna make
even that two minutes. Or have real orgasm during this week. But that
feeling went away quickly and I was back to feeling frustrated horny
slut for you again.

Day 3

1 again, but Mistress gave me opportunity to try 3 times. But nothing
comes free so there I was on cam for Mistress:

Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:52): i can see you now
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:55): take your shirt off
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:07): good slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:10): are you nervous?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:19): little
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:38): you trust me though?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:29): Yes.
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:55): good take that cum cube and rub it on
your nipples for 13 seconds each
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:43): very nice slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:46): how does that feel?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:07): mmmm sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:13): now rub it around your belly
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:34): like cum?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:51): i know my slut does not like the smell,
but you are being very good
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:56): rub the last bit in your beard
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:24): mmmm very obedient slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:31):
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:34): you are so cute and sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:40): now...had you already showered tonight?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:53): well then it stays on you till your shower
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:22:17): good slut...and now you may try 3 times
on monday to edge for me 2 minutes

It was actually fun. Messy and smelly, but fun. Because I knew you loved it.

And a little excerpt from my email to Mistress:

"Now this training is getting in to me. One of those 3 tryis is better
be success or this slut is going nuts.

I'm serious, I fucking leak very much and am really really horny right now."

1. try:

At morning. Very fucking horny, but I almost made it. Have no idea
how, but I just stayed on edge.
Or maybe I do know how. It seems that this is not only mental, but
also a little technical thing.
Only fucking 15 seconds more and I would have real orgasm. SO damn
close, but I can't take any risks. Feeling so fucking horny.

2. try:

Harder. Not so easy to reach edge this time. And that means that
staying there was also more difficult. Without dropping off edge that
is. So not much able to anything else than hope that I will last two
minutes. And of course I didn't. Only able to stay there less than
minute. And then, that fucking dribbling. I hate that. And there seems
to be little lack of cum too. Not much came out this time.
Frustrating.

3. try.

Wanted to try something different so I tied my balls for this time.
Turned me on. Easier to reach edge and stay there. 1:34, so again very
fucking frustrated slut. Who the hell invented ruined orgasm. I want
to strangle that person. I just can't stand this. Most difficult part
is to take hands off early enough. And not to do anything that would
'help' that orgasm.

Thank you Mistress for training me.

sam

Work Time Fun For my Slut

My Slut...on your Thursday while at work...I want you to have a bit of fun for me. I want you to wear that thong I sent to you....the blue one that is very skimpy and see through with the butterflies on it.

I want you to have your bracelet with you at work...and to spend at least 13 minutes of your day, at your desk, wearing it for me. You can do this in any time increment you need to, to please me and do this for me.

I want to to take those 13 paperclips and make a paperclip chain with them...and then place that chain into the front of your thong so that you feel that you are bound for me....without actually being bound. I want you to feel that metal against you and think of me. Do this as soon as you are able and leave it there all day for me and bring this chain home with you. I want a picture of it posted to this blog...when you tell about this fun you have had.

And then finally...I want you to spend 13 minutes in corners for me on your Thursday...but they cannot be in your home. You can use ones at work....if you are discreet...or other public places. It does not have to be a literal corner, it could be where there is a corner of shelves in a store...etc. Be creative. I know you hate the corner, but 1 minute at a time, won't be bad at all. So to be clear, 1 minute in 13 corners. You may not repeat the same corner more than 2 times total. I want you to write down the time and brief description of the corner that you were in.

This is enough I think...to keep you somewhat busy, but also thinking of me all day :).

Love you.
Mistress

Spankings (days 13 to 15)

Mistress,

Spanking bottom of my feet went well, although using book was little weird. And spanking my breast; if I had breasts, oh boy how much fun that would be. Now it's mostly hitting my nipples that feels nice. But can't hit just nipples so other hits goes are around them. And that feels mostly like slaps on my chest. Doesn't feel very much of 'spanking', but isn't OK.

And video if from day 15. 78 to back of thighs.

sam

Thank you for first two months Mistress

Thank you for anal training Mistress.

Mistress,

This time my way of keeping notes bites me on the ass big time. It's difficult to write in details when your notes says something like this: Monday, 2 hour small, 45 min small, 3 hour medium and so on. So that has to change. And I already have a new notebook to keep with myself all the time. Now I just have to remember to use it properly.

Anyways, I can still tell you something about using plugs. All hours done. Going from easy start with small plug to smaller dildo and back to small plug.

Over 8 hours a day, every day for a week. So I started really easy thinking that I will go towards that big dildo or even (slut can dream) that fucking huge plug. And I did. Everything went like it should until all those hours started to feel. That happened about middle of task. I was getting little sore. Not bleeding or not even pain. Just soreness. But still 30+ hours to go. So no more dreaming of big dildo or huge plug. Back to basics. Having just small or medium plug in my ass. Everywhere.

At home. At work. At shop. Half of my waking hours I was plugged. I though of trying to sleep plugged, but what if that plug slips out at nigh. How do I know when it happened. How long it was in. So I didn't sleep plugged.

And it did go well. Soreness came and went away. Few times, but never turned to pain so I was OK.

And there was no need for baby carrots. Not that I have anything against putting baby carrot in my ass, but I still prefer actual plug.

And how did this training make me feel. Wonderful. Most of the time. There was that little worried feeling when I first felt soreness, but that went away. And those moments when I felt like plug was slipping out in shop or sitting on it at work and talking co-worker. Hmm. Actually that last one was a good feeling. I knew that it can't be noticed and there's no risk of exposure, but it still was a little nervous thing. And very fucking slutty.

And I did think of you a lot. How much I love being your anal slut in training. How much I love being yours. How can I be better submissive or please you even more (but no planning this time, not anymore).

I appreciate so much of all the things you give me. Joy, trust, confidence, everything.

That little mishap (I hope you don't mind me calling it that) made me really realize how lucky I am. To have you as my Mistress. And how important thing communication is. And just about anything. 62 hours is a long time. To be plugged. To think. And I'm sure that we will both benefit from this training later.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Words for Mistress

Mistress,

Today I was last one at office and Mistress wanted me to write 13 words on my chest. Words that describe why I love being hers. Words she makes me feel within our relationship.

It's a little funny how some words can have positive or negative meaning depending of nature (vanilla, bdsm and so on) of relationship.

sam

Reward from Mistress

Mistress,

After I performed emotionally hard task at Org, Mistress decided that I've earned a little reward.
For doing that task and everything (with one exception) she has asked .
And after little conversation where Mistress stated to me that she wanted this to be something special. Not something I would want to do to her, but something I had hoped, but didn't think that she

would do. And she will consider it.

Wow. How often something like this happens. But thinking what I would love was easy.
Seeing Mistress having orgasm would be dream coming true. Now I just had to wait until next day to see that. If nothing unexpected happens. And luck was on my side. Nothing happens and next day we

were both on line and Mistress invited me to see her web cam.

And there she was. Beautiful and lovely Mistress laying on her bed. First we just chatted few minutes and then my reward started.

Mistress and magic wand on bed. And very fucking horny slut watching. I haven't yet saw nothing, but I already loved it. It felt like such a big reward. Watching your Mistress masturbating.

And then she started. Listening little yelps that grow to moans. Watching her face turning little red when she get closer to orgasm. Hearing wand. And hearing her. Being quiet myself. Partly because I

didn't know if she wanted me to be quiet and partly because it felt right. Just watching her enjoying.
Not wanting to distract her pleasure.

And then she came. And I felt so happy. For her having pleasure and because it looked so fucking hot.

Little break and she started again. Now that was more than I had dreamed. This time I was able to think, maybe not think but more like feel, more while watching. I felt very lucky to have such a

wonderful Mistress. I know from my own experience that it's not very easy to masturbate on cam while someone else is watching. It makes you, or me at least, feel very vulnerable. And being able to

witness her doing it was for me very big sign that she feel comfortable with me and that she trust me. And that is something I want. And then she came again.

And again, and again. Five times. Making me so horny and happy.

I loved your reward Mistress. Not just watching it, but feelings it gave me.

Thank you for this Mistress.

sam

Edge Training Week One, For My Slut

My Slut,

As you know, your Mistress loves the edge. For one thing, the edge is the feeling that feels just about as nice as the orgasm, but when you can make the edge last longer, cumming can be even more enjoyable. I love the edge, and I also love a submissive on the edge for me...so of course I want MY slut on the edge for me. I love how someone changes when they are on the edge, struggling to hold it, how much more intense begging can get, how much more they moan and shake and tremble for me.

I want my slut to be able to start holding an edge for my pleasure.

So....for this week, Saturday to Saturday, 8 days, you are going to be in edge training.

Each day you will roll 1 die. If it is an even number you will be attempting two edges and orgasms. If it is an odd number you will attempt 1 edge and orgasm.

You can still touch as much as you wish during the days, but bear in mind I don't want your cock getting too sore to play with. When you are ready to attempt this, you will get yourself to the edge. Now, once you are on edge, you are going to try to get your mind and your cock to listen to you, and for you to remain right there on the edge for 2 minutes. You are not allowed to change your stroking enough that you would "lose" your edge, only enough that you stay there. If you are able to make it staying on the edge for 2 minutes, then you may cum for me and feel full pleasure of it. If you cross the edge before the 2 minutes is done, you will immediately remove your hand and let it be a ruined orgasm, and you will not feel the pleasure of this.

I know this will get frustrating, but I think this is a nice amount of motivation along with a good plan for you to start working on this. Of course I like my slut to feel pleasure...but I also want you to learn to love the edge, so I do hope that you can get your mind and body to work together so that we both feel pleasure.

I also want you reporting often about this here.

Good luck my sweet slut!!!

Mistress

Spankings (days 11 & 12)

Mistress,

I missed one day. It was that day when there was no power at morning and then my workday reached inhuman hours. Didn't have a change to do spanking that day.

Day 11 was 44 hits to back of my thighs with wooden spoon. It was nice.

And today (day 12) was 45 to my ass. With riding crop. Trying to find strength that won't leave long lasting marks, but still stings enough.

Sam

Org Task - Wrapped Up With Pee For Some Kinky Fun

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Marie - Wrapped Up With Pee For Some Kinky Fun

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Miss Marie,

Like you know I got sick after performing this task but I did write notes right after finishing.
But they are just notes so no when I'm writing this I have to make a little different report than normally to help me remember everything.


The Task, Wrapping Up:

Quote:

- From the moment you start this task until your final report is made, you are not allowed to use your toilet for peeing. The first time you pee for me you will use that to make 6 pee cubes. I want you to only make the cubes 1/3 full...not a full size ice cube

.

I was using one of those bags you know. First peeing in big glass and then pouring it from glass to that plastic bag. Those cubes were little too big, but hey it's just more pee for you.

Quote:

- When your cubes are frozen you will lube your asshole for me and then insert your plug.

Just a small plug to make things little easier.

Quote:

- Next take your marker and write in nice big letters on your belly "Miss Marie's Slut"

I love that one. Even more because it's not only task when I'm your slut.

Quote:

- Now I want you to masturbate to the edge. You can use any toys you like. Then stop.

Fun. I can do one edge without problem.

Quote:

- ...continue up to your chest. Put 2 pee cubes on the sides of each nipple and then put the other two between your breasts as you wrap yourself up.

Didn't work like you wanted. Cubes just won't stay were you put them. They moved like they had they own will.

First 20 Minutes:

Wrapping was fun. I really liked it. But when it was time to put those cubes there was a little problem. My freezer is very cold, too cold to put cubes from there against skin immediately, so I have to take cubes out and put them on towel to 'warm up' a little. And of course that towel was on floor.
It's impossible to just bend over when you're tightly wrapped. Bending your knees is also almost out of question. But with weird combination of funny looking bending and movements I got that towel from floor and put it on table. Without dropping cubes.

Taking those cubes one by one and putting them under wrap felt nasty. And I could smell them because they were little melted already. And they didn't stay were I put them. No matter how I tried they just slide were they wanted. So I gave up and just leave them were they went. And maybe that was good thing after all. If they had stayed each side of my nipples I couldn't have use nipple clamps without first ripping that wrap. Even now it was hard. I don't know why. When I tested it for you before there was no problem with clamps. Maybe I used more layers of wrap this time.

We talked about that gag thing so I didn't use rope, but small thongs in my mouth. They won't fill my mouth too much and after they are soaked it's either trying to swallow or drool.

And I had scarf to use as blindfold. So next was time to lay down. Right, but where. I had that mattress you can see on pics on floor to be used, but there was no way I could lay down on it. Bloody plastic wrap. And lousy planning from my part. Well maybe I could have use them but first kneeling on so on might have rip that wrap and I didn't want that to happen. So I had to use my bed. Nothing wrong with that, but I couldn't stop thinking about those pee cubes melting and pee dripping on my bed. But there was really no options so there I was. Plug in my ass, pee cubes melting inside plastic wrap, clips on my nipples and scrotum, thong in my mouth, blindfolded and stroking my cock. I'm almost sorry that there was no one to see that. It must have been a real sight.

Oh and those thongs get soaked so few time I just turned my head to side and drooled on my bed.

And then time was up.

Second 20 Minutes:

This was easy part. I had already spanked my ass at morning and it was little sore, so I took it easy. Turn out that I took it too easy, but you have seen me using that spoon before. Quite easy to hit too hard. And it was 200 spanks after all. Well it was fun and didn't take long. Spanking part that is. Next time I know I can hit harder. Rest of the time I just stand there. Not really enjoying. Now that I had nothing to do my mind stayed thinking of pee. I felt like there was pee all over me and maybe there was, but tried to think that most of it is just sweat. Couldn't really succeed of fooling myself.

And more drooling for you. Now that I was standing it was easy. And messy. But hey, what's a little saliva outside wrap, when inside is full of pee.

Third 20 Minutes:

Back to bed. I could smell that pee. I'm sure my whole apartment smelled. Or not. I really don't know how much was just inside my but it was all the same to me.

And cumming. No fucking problem with that. Pee really don't turn me on, but knowing that this task ends when I cum and not knowing when I can cum next time were both great motivators.
And recently I've been fucking horny all the time anyway so after few minutes of stroking I came.
Not really hard, but it was good O. Thank you Miss Marie.

Reporting:

Quote:

- I want your overall thoughts on the task

What can I tell you. Hmm. I felt fucking nasty whole time. I like cubes, but I don't like pee. So it was kinda funny thing. It was fun, but then I remember that those were pee cubes melting. Then it wasn't so much fun any more. Not disgusting, but... ...and in some level it was quite a turn on. To be such a nasty pee slut for you. Doing it for you. Thinking of that really helped.

And one final note to others who might do this. After task, think how and where you remove that wrap. There's pee everywhere inside it. Or maybe it's sweat. Or sweat mixed with pee. But anyways. You don't want to just rip that wrap off in living room and 'splash' pee drops all over things near you.

Miss Marie, thank you for this task. It was experience that, while I might not want to do it again, I like I had.

sam

Org Task - Red, Sexy Kisses

Crossposted from Org.

Calais - Red, Sexy Kisses

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Calais,

I have never been so nervous before task. First this task is fucking something and then there was those extra instructions I had.

After shower it was time to start. At home. Nail polish. That pinkish red. Miss Marie told me that it will be enough if I paint my thumb nails. And so I did thinking that it would be easier that way than having all the fingers painted. Yeah. It wasn't. Anyways, back to preparations. What else I can do. Hey, I can wear that nice slut necklace I have. And bracelet. And anklet.
Who would notice anything else than that shirt anyways. Good thinking. Except I don't have that shirt on until at the end part of task.

But that I realize only when paying (commuter rail) ticket go look new (for me) shopping mall. Girly bracelet and red thumbnail. It looked so funny that I wished I would have painted all my finger nails.

At store

That was easy part. Mostly. Buying white T-shirt is of course normal and I don't feel uncomfortable buying lipstick or other things like that. Not anymore. I just buy them. Well, paying them was of course little awkward with my nails. Bracelet felt normal at this point. But that young woman at counter was so bored looking that I'm not sure if she even notice anything. Well she had to, but I don't think she cared or was really paying attention. And I didn't really care. I had other things in my mind at that point.

Toilet

Chargeable public toilet. Nervous sam. Mistakes and fun.

First thing I notice inside was that there was that fucking annoying blue light. The one for preventing junkies to find a vein. That made everything look really funny. Second thing I notice that it was toilet for one. Two little rooms. First with mirror and sink. And holder for paper towels.
Second room for toilet seat. And only second room was lockable from inside. Great. Not wanting to take any risks I went straight to 'stall'. And now that printed task instructions would have been handy.

Coat and shirt off. Lipstick, T-shirt and camera ready. And clothespins on nipples until I had orgasmed. (Miss Marie's way to motivate me). And now I found myself having trouble of remember everything and at which order everything should have done. So next I wrote Calais on my skin.
Something felt wrong, so I took a little time to think again.

New try. Lipstick on lips. Kissing shirt. Four times. More lipstick. Kissing. And so on.
Think. Now I got it. Jeans down. I know that you wanted me to drop pants on floor and wear only T-shirt, but that floor didn't look clean or dry (winter, snow and all) enough for that. I hope you don't be too disappointed. T-shirt on. Wait. Adjust those clothespins so they won't stick straight away from your chest. Write Calais again. This time on T-shirt. Sit. Start stroking. And hey. This time I managed to get orgasm. Not very strong one. Too nervous for that. But good one. Cleaning and out.
Fucking fast. Whole time there was no way for me to know if someone else was waiting they turn to use toilet. Next time I have to use bigger than one person toilet.

Kisses for everyone

I had coat on when I came out from toilet so I didn't count that to time. I wanted coffee so next stop was cafe. Open to people walking inside mall see to tables. Coat off and sitting to table. Drinking coffee and trying to act natural. But now I got stares. A lot of stares. So much for enjoying my coffee. I drink it fast and took my things. Walking around mall. Being only one NOT wearing coat. Great. And now that I had only T-shirt that necklace with "Miss Marie's Sexy Slut" tag was clearly visible too. I doubt that anyone could read that text, but still. And that mall is so small. And ten minutes goes so slowly. But time was up finally and I put my coat back on and left. I don't think I will go back there for little while. Who am I kidding. I know I will stay away.

Trip to home was easy. And it didn't feel like part of task anymore. And same goes now. Writing this with only T-shirt on feels like just writing report. It's probably the relief I felt after being able to leave that shopping mall that makes me feel that task ended there.

Now that was confusing, humiliating and fun trip. And next time when I'm tasking outside home I have to remember to print task to paper and take it with me.

Thank you for this fun Calais.

sam

P.S. That bluish picture and short video is taken at that public toilet. Others at home.

Spanking (day 10)

Mistress,

Balls again. 53 hits. I think I actually hit few more than 53. It's hard to count when having fun ;) And they are still sore from last night. Oh well, at least this woke me up.
And made me so fucking horny. I almost came while spanking second set of ten. Without other touch than hits with spoon. After that I had to be even more careful with stroking.

And now slut with sore balls is going to work. Trust me, they will ache whole day for you. From pain and from need to cum for you.

sam

Spanking (day 9)

Mistress,

44 to balls. For you.
And as you can see I'm starting to like this. Not very much, but it's a start.

Thank you for letting me spank my balls for you Mistress.

sam

Last rule 17 picture

Mistress,

This one is like you wanted. Mask and panties party in mouth covering lower part of my face.
Picture I took last week was, and still is, missing so I have to take new today. Using same panties so I don't think it's very big deal.

How do you keep your pictures organized? I need help with that.

sam

Spankings (days 6,7 & 8)

Mistress,

Day 6 was 39 spanks to bottom of my feet. Still trying to find right amount of force to use.
Feet hurt hour after spanking, but only light pain.

Day 7 was 48 to ass. Using just hands to spank. Scary because there was still task to do later that day and there was 200 spanks in 20 minutes to ass in that task.

After day 7 I got sick. Nothing serious, just common cold, but having fever and other symptoms prevented me to anything. That why there's hasn't been any updates. Starting to feel well again, so if there's no setbacks things are going to continue like they were before getting ill.














Day 8 was yesterday. 49 using wooden spoon on my inner thighs. Trying to avoid long lasting
marks. Not very painful, but made them sore.

sam.

Happy 2 Months My Little Anal Slut

My Slut,

So...between you being sick and me just being really tired out this week, and stressed at work, we neglected to really celebrate or acknowledge our little 2 month anniversary on the 27th. I am sorry for that, but I still want us to celebrate.

So...as of the 27th you have been mine for 62 days. That really is a long time when you think about it. To honor that and your request for more anal traning, I am going to require that between your Monday Morning the 2nd at 6 am, until your Sunday Evening 6 pm, that you have your ass full for 62 hours.

This is going to be a lot and I expect you to use caution. Sometimes you will use your smallest plug, sometimes the medium plug and sometimes your dildos...hopefully working up to your new larger dildo. Don't push it too fast though, you have all week to get that in your ass. If at times your ass gets sore, or you want it less full, then you may use something very small like a baby carrot inside a condom for retreival.

Each moment that your ass is full, let that feeling remind you of your submission to me...that sometimes you will be doing things you don't really "want" to do, simply because I want it, and it pleases me. Let these hours reconnect you to what it is you love about being mine.

And happy 2 months my sweet slut!!!

Mistress

More pictures (rule 17) and short update

Mistress,

My thighs are sore and bruised from earlier spanking. I like it a little, but I hope that I don't have to spank them more in next few days. That would really hurt.



























Day went well, I did throw die twice to find out how long I have to wait before I could go to toilet and pee. Working while waiting made it quite easy. Not too easy though. Waiting times were 8 and 11 minutes. Both times after 5 minutes working did get little harder, but not impossible.

Other than that nothing really happened. Working and at home just resting.

And trying new color on nails. The one you choose.

























No yellow snow picture today. There was snowfall at night so that yellow spot was not visible any more.

sam

Spankings (day 5)

Mistress,

Today it was 48 to ass with riding crop. Didn't hurt very much.

sam

Spankings (day 4) and other on cam things.

Mistress,

No spanking picture today. 45 hits to bottom of my feet with riding crop. On cam, while Mistress was watching. Nice sting kind of pain. But no marks, so no point to take picture really.

And while on cam little stroking and hitting my cock with riding crop. I like that. Pain has been little more turn on for me lately than it used to be. Or is it just taking pain for Mistress. Who knows, or cares. Result is same anyways. Horny slut.

And peeing in glass on cam. Easier than I feared. But still, pee is not my thing. But submitting to my Mistress is. So I'm happy with it.

Little more stroking and edge. And permission to cum. Very fucking nice orgasm. Thank you Mistress.
And very thick cum again. I think I need to cum more ofter. Please, Mistress.

This time not much licking or swallowing, just two licks for Mistress.

And then humping pillow for Mistress. Right after Orgasm. Just humiliating.

Nice day. And although I don't feel very relaxed on cam yet, it's getting easier.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Org Task - Sub in a Corner

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Honey - Sub in a Corner.

Miss Honey,

Preparations

Shopping

-8 inch dildo. And that thing (tired, can't remember what it's in English) for cleaning.

Cleaning.

Just a thought of enema, even just very small one for cleaning, is hard to me. I don't even know why. It just is. But this was good time try something new. So there I was kneeling and pushing that thing in my ass. And squeezing it to get water in. And it was so easy, I was almost laughing. I should have known that. Hey, if I can fuck myself with 6 inch dildo how the hell little water could feel bad.

I kept water in little while and went to shower. Stopping at toilet seat first.

Stretching.

That new toy was so fucking big in my eyes that I thought that little stretcing before task might be good idea. Medium plug in for while. Nothing to say about that really. I'm so used to it that it's just easy and comfortable.

Corner.

Plug out and wiping ass clean in toilet. Well it turns out that it was clean, so water thingy helped a little. Condom over that scary looking monster size (for me) dildo and plenty of KY-Jelly. On dildo and on and in my ass. Little ass fucking with fingers and I felt ready to start.

I felt little unsure and nervous because I hadn't tried that dildo before. And it really is big for me.
Too big, as it turns out. It hurt from the beginning. Not alarming pain, but real pain. I was thinking that little more inside and then wait and relax and it goes away. It didn't. And the I just knew that it is just a little too thick. For now. I'm gonna work to get it in comfortable later.

So I took it out. And I was little confused and unsure of what next. But pain disappeared as soon as dildo was out and I felt that there was no reason why I shouldn't continue. And I really felt that I should continue. It was like strong need to finish this task like it should. And it wasn't unpleasant feeling, but need that gives satisfaction when fulfilled.

So kneeling was next. Hands behind neck and trying to stay still. Looking at clock (it was in front of me in corner, at floor) and waiting. And first time I didn't felt so fucking bored in corner. It wasn't fun, but it was nothing like before. I would like to say that it was pleasurable, but that would be strongly exaggerated. But it gave me very strong feeling of submission, and that was the pleasure part of kneeling in corner.

Except for my knees. Right one was OK, but left was tried to be a little troublemaker. I have to shift my position few times, and now when I look that video again it seems like it was little short of ten minutes. But I just couldn't kneel one minute longer, so I don't think that my mistake with time was very serious. At least I hope you don't fee like it was. And that was it. Toy and slut cleaning was left, but task was done.

Thank you Miss Honey.

Was someone in the room while you were in the corner?

No, but making video for you made it feel very 'real'. Made me feel like submitting for you, not just doing task.

How big was your toy?

8 inch long and about 1.8 to 2 inch wide. Maybe closer to 1.8.

Did you orgasm?

Nope. This seems to be month I won't have many orgasms.

What were your thoughts as you played there in the corner like a naughty girl or boy?

Never get to playing part.

Was this difficult or enjoyable?

Difficult part is obvious. And that enjoyable. I started to enjoy this while keeling in corner. I knew that I did try my best and and just kneeling there for you to finish this task gave me submission kind of pleasure. I have to say, as funny as it might sound, I really liked this task. And it was fun. And that's strange for me when actual task part was mostly kneeling in corner.

And. My ass feel fine. No pain or even any kind of discomfort after taking that dildo out. So it was so close, but just a little but too big.

And my knees were in pain little while after task, but that went away very soon too. And now they feel fine. So I'm in good shape.

sam

P.S. Requested video(s) are in my private blog.

Spankings (day 3)

Mistress,

55 to inner thighs usinf riding crop. It did hurt. Luckily my ass don't hurt anymore. So this is just fun. But let's see how I think of this after week or two. Or if I draw same place few day in row.

sam

Wed Hump Day Fun for My Slut

My Slut...I know you are having a hard day at work. And what you don't know is that I never went to work. Your Mistress was a bit careless with something.

So...I think we deserve a little fun when you return. I want you to come to me on cam, wearing only your red panties with the hearts and bring with you some item I have never seen before that you will do your daily spanks with.

I will be patient with you but I do intend to see that cock I own today.

I should be around, so find me when you can.

Love you my slut!

Spankings (day 2)

Mistress,

That was 52 on my ass. Using leather belt. My ass hurts.

Spankings (day 1)

Mistress,

47 on back of my thighs using wooden spoon. That's a good start.

sam

1st Picture of Week (rule 17)

Mistress,

Today while on cam you asked if I leak.
Well, maybe i did leak a little.

sam

Org Task - Worshiping MY Pussy

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Marie - Worshiping MY Pussy

Story first, reward later (I hope)

First thing I noticed about her was smile. Smile that went from well shaped red lips to beautiful brown eyes. Just looking her made my heart jump. And her voice. I haven't talk to her, but I hear her laughing with her friends. It almost made my heart stop. So beautiful and cheerful laughter. I wanted to be hers. All hers.
...

I'm trying to get enough courage to talk to you. But you're so beautiful and daring, full of life, that I can't think why would you be interested in me. But then, you walked to me and started talking. I'm dumbfounded. And hopeful. You had to said only: follow me.

...

She told me to undress and crawl under her desk. And I did so. Scared and nervous. But so fucking excited. She sat down and kicked her shoes off. She wasn't wearing any socks so and her toes were painted with nice purple color. I just stared them. I knew what she wanted, but I just couldn't start.
Not here, in her office. Where anybody could just walk in. But she didn't want to wait and she slapped my face with her foot. And whispered: get to work slut.

I started to kiss her toes. One by one. Just light gently kisses. And then upward. Her insteps. Her legs. Upward toward my goal. Rolling her skirt up. Spending more time with her thighs. Waiting her getting ready. Smelling. Smelling her. Mild scent of her skin. She told me to stop and raise my head a little. After tieying blindfold over my eyes she told I can continue. I lowered my head back down to her thighs and toward her pussy. She opened her thighs more. First whiff of her pussy was intoxicating. I gave her panties few kisses before sliding them off. Her scent was stronger now. I touch her pussy with my lips. Not kissing it, just touching. Smelling her. She wasn't wet, just a little moist. I couldn't wait any longer. I had to taste her.

First I was just kissing her pussy. Ever so lightly. And then little licks, carefully at first. Trying to find out what she likes. Tracing her lips with my tongue. Little nips with my teeth. Her breath was getting deeper and she was getting more wet. I planted a kiss on her hood. Licking it. Nipping it with my lips. She was moaning a little now. I moved her hood backwards with my thumbs and and started licking her clit. She was moaning like in pain. But she didn't push me away so I continued. Occasionally pushing my tongue in her opening. Tasting her. Tongue fucking her. But always getting back to her clitoris.
Her breathing was getting shallow. I could feel that she was starting to get contractions. She pressed her thighs against my head and using her hands pushed my head against her pussy. I could do anything but just trying to breath. She rubbed her pussy against my face until she came. Almost violently, moaning loudly.

...

I am kneeling on padded table in living room. Ass up and head down. Naked. Hairless. Balls tied and short rope hanging down from them. There's picture of your pussy in front of me. You told me that if I move my eyes from that picture or move my hands or feet I'm going to suffer. More than I can imagine. And I believe you.

I can hear footsteps and then... ...giggling. And laughter. I'm scared. And blushing. And hard.
I just keep looking your pussy and wait. I can hear someone walking closer to me. Then, sharp slap on my ass. It stings. Little yelp escapes my mouth. Someone spreads my ass cheek. Pinches me inside my cheeks. Long and sharp finger nails. So it's not you. Who is it. I don't know. I don't even want to know.
She tickles my anus with her finger nail. Almost scratching it. I'm scared. She rubs something cold and sticky on my rectum. I hope it's just lube. Something is pushed inside my ass. It feels like big dildo.
Stretching me open. I want to push it back out.

You came to me and whisper to my ear that I better keep it inside, or else.
I hear you walking a way. I just kneel on table and look at that picture of your pussy.
I can feel that something starting to slide out of my ass. I try to squeeze my asshole to keep it in but it won't help. It just slides out. Now I'm really scared. I don't know what to do. But just stare that picture and wait. I can hear you two talking in another room. Time goes by so slowly. Now I know you wanted me to drop that thing out. And that scares me even more. After what felt like hour I can hear you coming back to living room. Close to me. Suddenly my balls get tugged backward. I yelp. Hand grabs my balls and squeeze them hard. That hurts. Tears fills my eyes and blurs my vision. I can't even see that picture clearly anymore. Then the pressure stops and you just tell me that you warned me. You walk in front of me and kiss my eyes and stroke my cheek. That helps and I'm feeling better. You wipe my tears away and I can see that picture of your beautiful pussy clearly again. Now with tear drops on it. You whisper to my ear that you're proud of me not moving. And that you believe I can take the rest too without moving.

You walk away again and after short silence I can hear you two whispering something. And then my ass cheeks explodes in pain. Both at same time. With loud and sharp slapping sound. And you laugh. More sympathetic that evil laugh. And you just keep hitting my ass with something that feel like riding crops. But how can I be sure, I can't think. Just suffer. And worship picture of your beautiful pussy.

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It's night. Your guest has left. I'm tired and sore. And very fucking horny. But night is not over yet. You want me to follow yourself to bedroom. You tie me spreadeagled to bed. Face up. Sitting on my chest you start to tease me. Pinching my thighs. Pulling my sore balls. Slapping my cock. You push you ass back against my face and I know what you want. I start licking your asshole. I feel very humiliated, but also even more turned on. After awhile you get up. And started hitting me with crop. Not too hard but painful enough. All over me. From soles of my feet to my chest. Making sure not to forget my nipples. Making them throb. Putting crop aside you sit next to me. Stroking my cock. Making my leak precum.
You dipped you finger in it and rubbed little of it to my lips. And making me suck your finger clean.
Next you tie my cock and balls tightly and start teasing me with magic wand. Strong vibration on my throbbing cock makes me crazy. But you are having too much fun to stop now. So you just continue teasing me. Keeping me on edge. Letting me come down a little and then continuing. Over and over again. Making me desperately wanting to cum. Making me want to scream. Promising anything if you just let me cum.

Turning toward me you ask if I want to cum so much that I'll drink your pee. Without even thinking I say that of course I'll drink your pee. You take a glass and squatting little you pee in it. Smiling wickedly you raise my head with one hand and put glass on my lips with other. I open my mouth and you start pouring it in my mouth. Whispering my ear: you get your reward soon slut...

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Miss Marie,

- After you have cum, I want you to make another post on the task thread, giving me your overall thoughts on performing this task.

Seems like even I can write a story after 10 (I think it was 10 when I start writing, it's sometime confusing because my days usually involves parts of two calendar days, and to screw things more, different time zones can make me talk to you from my Monday morning to your Sunday night.) days without orgasm, and there's non coming before finishing it.

I did like this task, not writing part, but thinking it. How to worship your pussy and just thinking you.
I was so fucking horny that those edges were not a problem. I felt like being almost on edge all the time when I touched my cock. And I fucking liked it.

Bt then there was that little problem with story. I did finish it hours before time was up and got that idea of making it length to be exactly same as minimum words. After adding few words there and removing others from here I got it. And I was so fucking proud of myself. Until I realize that for some silly reason I had wrong amount of words in my mind. Minimum lenght was 300 words longer than I had.
And I had two hours left. At that point I wanted to cry. But I had so good motivator that somehow I did write more and got it finished at time. Lucky me.

- I also want you to tell me about this orgasm I allowed you, in detail.

Standing in front of mirror. Testing something for you. Horny as hell. Barely started to stroke when I 'shoot' fucking porridge (well, ok, very thick, not porridge) like cum out and most of it didn't even reach mirror. Standing there little while to wait my legs stopping to shake. Then licking that little bit of cum from mirror and rest from 'floor' (plastic wrap on floor). And swallowing it, of course. Just so happy to end denial period that I didn't mind. Not that it makes any difference if I mind or not

Miss Marie, Thank you very much for giving me an opportunity to worship your beautiful pussy.
And thank you for letting me cum.

sam