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We Are Still Alive and Kicking...Visit Us Here

2010-06-26T09:07:00.000-07:00

Wow, has it ever been a long time since Sam posted to blog, or me for that matter.

Four months and going strong seems like a memory. It has now been over a year and a half, and Sam and I are about to finally meet in person and spend a few weeks together.

You can follow our D/s Journey on THIS BLOG which is posted to often and is very interesting and fun.

And by the way, my name is really Christina...Marie is my middle name and when Sam and I first met my bdsm name was Miss Marie. A long while back I decided to just be myself on line too...and changed to Miss Christina.

My slut has come a very long way, both as a slut and in trusting me, and we have developed into a very loving Mistress and slut. Come check it out for yourself.

Four months and going strong

2009-03-24T18:02:00.000-07:00

Mistress,

So it's almost 4 months together now. It's been so fucking fun. And frustrating, but I come to that little later. I can't say if this been like I expected, because I really didn't expect anything. I had no experience. And I wanted to go and look what happens. And there's been a lot of things changing.
I'm starting to learn more and more what I like and what not. Who and what kind of submissive I am. And still, almost every week I find some new things inside me, or realized that things I though I like weren't really that way.

Like panties and thongs and schoolgirl uniform and so on. Not a sissy thing or transvestism or girly thing. Really, just a fucking slutty thing. Even my pinkish toe nails don't make me feel girly.
And I don't really even think if if just a fetish thing or whatever. Why should I need to know more than that you like me wear those now and then, and that those make me feel even more like slut. Your slut. That's enough for me.

We have tried a little public thing. Not exposing to public, but kinda like hidden public playing. And that made me so fucking nervous. And I found out that I have trouble writing a bout that experience to blog. Not that it was too hard or made me feel bad. it's just me and privacy. But let's say to readers that it include toilets and butt plugs and red lipstick kissed. Hardware store (why the hell I bought those clips), more toilets, fitting room mirror and cum. But thank god, no licking.
Oh and there were also water filled balloons and thongs.

I had my instruction on mp3 player. Mistress recorded them to me before and I was to listen first piece of those at home to know how it starts. And then stop. Do what's said and continue listen next part. It was so much fun. Listening my Mistress's voice. Much better than reading instructions. It also gave me more courage to do things. Almost like you were there with me. Almost, but not quite. I don't think that it can be closer to that without some kind of on line thing. Like some kind of machine where you talk and other people hear it somewhere else. Hey, wait (sorry I couldn't resist). Anyways, it was actually better than talking to phone. I had no way to try to say: no, please do I have to do THIS. So I just did all things. And now I'm starting to be turned on again. I mean more turned on. And that leads to other thing.

I've been giving more and more control away lately. And fucking loved it. It's hard sometimes, and I'm going to break those rules in future. Not in purpose I hope, but by accident. It's just going to happen, I know that I just have suffer consequences then. And this doesn't mean that I take my rules lightly, I just mean that you can't go on without making any errors. And realizing that it won't be devastating to me when I found out that I did something wrong.

Yes, that giving away control. I can't fucking touch my cock anymore without permission. And I'm waiting for my chastity belt to arrive. Why did I give up all that control. And does it work when you're other side of ocean. Well, I love being under your control and while it makes me so fucking frustrated it also makes me feeling incredibly turned on. That's why I works so well. And hey, I'm submissive so it kinda comes naturally. I just want to so fucking much to please you.

My shyness is also fading, but it's not going away completely. Ever. And I love that too. I love that "what, you want me to do that?" rush. Being on web cam is so much easier now, except masturbating on cam. I don't know why. Maybe it's just such an intimate thing to do while someone else is watching. Hard to relax. And if I'm not relax... ...well, think of yourself.

And more about that giving away control. Now I don't have to say what happens. Not to fucking anything. We''ll there are hard limits, and my vanilla time, and if something comes up you have always been very flexible. And you also know when to push and when not. And you don't rush things. And that's a fucking good thing. Everything has come so naturally now. Like me offering more control to you. I just felt like it. Felt like that was what I need. Next step toward something. I don't know to what, but I'm sure it's going to be fun too.

And then there is pain. Even that goes so fucking well. I'm turning toward a pain slut too. And there's that little sadist inside you Mistress. Not a cruel one. As I'm not into extreme pain. But pain nevertheless. Like those clips from hardware store. Fucking alligator teeth clips that are made to use on curtains. They fucking hurts so much on my nipples. Fuucking long 15 minutes. And flicking them may time just before taking them off. Oh god. That was so close to my limit that anything can be. Without going over. And I know that If you hadn't been there on line with me, I just couldn't have kept them on. And there was also one more reason that helped. I knew that if it's too much and I have to take them off you wouldn't be upset. You know that I wouldn't do that unless I really have to. And that made me keeping them on.

So how things are now. Hmm. Nah, just kidding, I don't have to think of it.

Right now I'm one very happy submissive slut.

I love you Mistress.

And thank god I have a Mistress who loves her slut using F word.

sam

P.S. To readers of this blog. As you know I'm not English speaking person. And I ain't a good with writing in Finish either. So writing in English is slow and sometimes quite a painful process for me. And I tried to keep updating this blog very often. But it started to feel like weight on my back. Hard obligation, not something fun to share. So there was this break in writing. But it feels easier now. And I'm not going to think if I will write good or even decent English. I just can't think of that. So you just have suffer with bad sentences and typos and gerally speaking little less 'quality' text. But in exchange I try to keep this blog updated regularly. Don't know yet how often, but not this long breaks anymore.

Anal Training

2009-02-28T02:48:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Even More delayed weekend fun.

~ Anal Training, to be done all in one shot.

This is going to be fun. Lets start this with picture of picture of my ass before training.

~ Fill your ass with your small plug for 30 minutes

No problems with this one. Such a small plug. I just inserted it and went doing other things I had to do.

And time was up almost too soon. So I just removed it and that was it. And my ass didn't really felt used after that one.

~ Change that out for your Medium Plug for 1 hour

Back to inserting things in my ass. Medium plug isn't very big either and it went in without any trouble.

This should have been very easy hour too. But it wasn't for some reason I felt discomfort from the beginning. Not pain but it wasn't fun either. And that made me nervous. This should have been still more like warm up than actual training. It was a long hour and I had to concentrate to being able to make it. But I wasn't really worried yet. It was only discomfort not pain.

Finally hour was up and no pain when removing plug. And that discomfort disappeared also immediately so there was no reason to quit training.

~ Change that out for your smaller Dildo for 1 hour (fucking slowly 100 times during this time)

I'm so glad that you said smaller, not small. It only about 6 inches, but it not 'small' for me. But not very big either. Inserting it was easy and painless process.

But then that discomfort started again. No pain, just discomfort. I can't really explain how it felt. It was little strange feeling, no pain, but feeling I have not had before. First half of the hour went mostly just me concentrating of keeping it in. Or maybe more 'not taking it out'. And worrying about that fucking. I was sure that I just can't do it. That I really can't.

But when time went by and it was getting close to decide whatever I can even try to fuck myself with that dildo, something happened. First I was starting to feel that I might at least try it and little after that I just went to do it. Although I wasn't sure if I can really do it I started it.

And I did it all. It was not fun at all, but this was training and I don't give up easily. But I have to say that I was fucking happy that it wasn't more than just 100 times.

Even more uncomfortable feeling after that, but still no pain. Funny. I really don't know what it was.

Removing that dildo was a relief and there was no pain at all.

And my ass was just fine after that part of training.

~ Change that out for your larger Dildo...try your best without harming yourself to get it to fit. When you do, leave it in for 30 minutes and then try slowly fucking yourself with it.

Now this was part I wasn't waiting eagerly. I have tried that larger (about 8 inch) dildo and it was just too big. My confidence wasn't really high at this point, but what else could I do than try it. And somewhere deep in my mind was a little 'what if' feeling. It would been so nice to be able to use that fucking big dildo.

But no. Inserting it hurt. Not like damaging my ass pain, but it really hurt. But I did get it in a little.

But that pain was too much for me. It was very clear that my asshole is not ready to be stretched that wide now so I took it out even before full minute has gone. There was too reasons for that, it really felt too big, and pain was also too hard. Too hard that to feel safe (it didn't felt dangerous though) and it also was too severe pain for me. As you know I don't take risks so it didn't feel like having failed in training. It just showed that more training is needed.

And after I took it out all the pain went away immediately. So I decided to try that big monster plug too, but I really knew that I can't get it in. And because of that my heart wasn't really in it anymore. But I did try it but there was that too stretched pain again, so I stopped pushing it before it was all in. And trust me. There's no way I could have that one inside me now. It is simple too wide.

Thank you for this training Mistress.

sam

313 Kisses

2009-02-27T13:06:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Delayed Weekend Fun continues with kisses.

I love posing for you, but I ain't no model and really don't know how to pose well.

Either I'm not a good photographer, those papers are not tilted in reality, my camera just does tricks for me.

But I try my best for you...

...and love every minute of it.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

5 in2kink's tasks I would like to do

2009-02-23T09:50:00.000-08:00

Little update: I had terrible back pain for a week. That's why it's been quiet here.

But now I can continue doing things. Slowly and carefully first, but soon I can leave that behind too. And it's about time. I've been missing being naughty horny slut for you.

Mistress, here's 5 in2kink's task I would like to do. They are in alphabetical order and there are more than these 5 task I would like to perform. But I had to choose something.

1. Extreme Anal Penetration:

Quite obvious reasons. Not so 'extreme' for me, but should be fun.

2. House of Pain - House of pleasure

Anal, spanking, whipping. Do I really need to say anything :)

3. My Sexy Panty Slut

3 days of horny, frustrated sluttynes. Mmmm

4. Tailor made

5. The Seventh Seal

Last two: I love surprises. And that little fear of not knowing what it is going to be.

sam

Week one of edge training is over (for now)

2009-02-14T15:07:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Frustrating training continues.

Day 6

Dice hates me. 1 try again. Not much to tell about that. Disappointing. From my email to Mistress next day: "P.S. No luck with edge yesterday. But today, I will fucking show that cock who's boss."

Well, Mistress is boss, but when training it should be me, not my cock.

Day 7

Do I even have to say that I throw once again 1. I felt little pissed off with that. But even more I felt frustrated so I had to do little begging by email:

"P.S. Today's dice results are.

Edge thing: 5. This is so fucking weird. One fucking try again. May
I please do something for you to get second try? Please Mistress. I'm
so fucking frustrated that I just want to cum. And two chances are
better than one. Even with risk of two ruined ones. Pretty please. Let
me have second try too. Please. "

Mistress found my begging amusing and I gave two changes. For both Friday and Saturday, but I had to attach 6 clothespins on my body and take pictures.

Note about pics. I took those in living room and after that went back to bedroom for edge training. Could really try to edge and take pictures at same time.

1st try

I fucking show that cock who's boss. What a fucking relief. And pleasure. So nice to have real orgasm. So pleasurable. So something. I loved that moment when I saw that 2 minutes was gone and there was no more holding or hands of too soon thing. Thank you for this orgasm Mistress.

I don't really think that clothespins on balls helped. More like I was so determined and horny and... ...that they didn't hurt so much this time.

2nd try

Back where I started. Clothespins on inner thighs hurt too much. I mean too much to adjust stroking to stay on edge. I would have dropped off if I had tried. So 45 seconds and hands off.

Day 8

Final day for week one. Although I'm kinda sure that I have to do this first week again. It hasn't been very successful.

Anyways. Not so frustrated today. Maybe it's knowing that this ends today. Even knowing that there is no guarantee that I succeed to cum or that Mistress would let me cum after week is over, it's a relief.

1st try

Weekend fun day so I wear something you sent me all day. Clothespins on nipples and both side of them under cups of that lovely negligee. So nice, but painful feeling. Every movement hurts a little when clothespins move too.

No luck this time. But close. Little less than 25 second to go when i had to give up. Frustration came back. Bloody hell. Now I can't stop thinking that this is week ONE. Oh no.

2nd try

No picture. Don't know what happened. It just wasn't there. But there was clothespins. 1 on every fingertip of left hand and last one on tongue. That last one ruined it. And my orgasm too. Hurted too much and I couldn't concentrate. Ruined one after just 36 seconds. Didn't like to end this so badly, but there was nothing I could do anymore. So that was it. And I can tell you Mistress that clothespins are not good idea when training. Although I had that only successful orgasm while I had clothespins on my balls, I think it was despite of them, not because of them.

What a week this has been. So frustrating and left me so horny. I've been leaking all week. At home, at work, at stores. Everywhere. All the time. Feeling horny, frustrated, satisfied, disappointed an so on. Tell me a feeling and I had it. But in some way I loved this week. Not edging or having ruined orgasms. I don't like those. But I love so much trying new and hard things for you. Well, not trying. This wasn't really trying anything. But trying to learn staying on edge so you could enjoy keeping me there later. That gave me so nice feeling. And I loved it.

Thank you Mistress

I love you.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - back of thighs)

2009-02-14T13:20:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

And last one for that day was 45 to back of thighs.
Thank you very much for this ruler test session.
It was painfull, but very much fun.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - breasts)

2009-02-14T13:07:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

So much fun for one day. 33 this time.

Thank you.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - feet)

2009-02-14T12:29:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Here we go again. 39 to bottom of feet. Stings, but don't hurt.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - balls)

2009-02-14T12:15:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

And next was balls. Your favorite. 38 hits. Fuck, that hurts.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - inner thighs)

2009-02-14T09:59:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Next one was 40 hits in my already sore and little bruised inner thighs.
Fun.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Spanking (day 17 - ass)

2009-02-14T09:02:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Testing new ruler as you wanted. First is 43 hits to ass. I found out that I can hit harder than this on ass. Didn't hurt much. Took it easy because I didn't have any experience with that ruler before.

sam

Working Fun

2009-02-13T09:46:00.000-08:00

Fun day at work.

Mistress,

Wednesday night at work I had a little extra time and only few coworkers there. So I sent an email to Mistress and asked if she wanted me to do something for here there.

And she did. She wanted me to out 13 paper clips somewhere on my body. And I did. Attached them to mu balls and foreskin. Felt a little funny and it felt that few of them got loose almost immediately because they are quite small ones and little difficult to attach to balls. Hmm. Wonder what they will think if I will ask for bigger paper clips. Size that's suitable for balls.

Anyways, they stayed on until day was over and after removing them I just left them on my desk for later use.

And that later use is that chain. After little misunderstanding at morning (I'm not a morning person) I got it right. Attached that chain inside those panties you wanted me to wear at work. And it felt nice. If not thinking few painful moments when that pinch me or felt like dull needle on my balls, it was fun. And it remind me of you most of the time. And how could it not. There I was, having paper clip chain against my genitals inside my thong while working.

Oh and it made me also keep my legs open whole day. Not wide open, but just that much that helped to avoid my jeans pushing them against my genitals in painful way.

Corners.

9+ something AM. (sorry, but as you know, this one was weird morning, took long time to woke up)
Staircase of my building. Nervous.

11:55 am. At work. Toilet. Alone. Easy.

01:10 pm At work. Toilet, stall. Very easy.

01:5? pm At work. Storage room. Nervous.

03:44 pm At work. Corridor. Going out. Very nervous.

4:20 pm Out. Buss stop (the kind with shelter) easy.

5:21 pm At work. Corner near notice board. Nervous.

6:2? On my way to x stopped to store to buy cigarettes. Corner of shelves (thank you for the tip).
Easy.

7:2? pm X. Stall at toilet. Easy.

21:22 pm Back at work. Alone. Conference room. Very easy.

21:4? pm. On my way out. Empty lounge. Easy.

21:5? pm. Buss stop again. Little nervous.

22:3? pm. Same place where this started. Easy and relief.

I don't know if you have noticed on pictures or when I'm on cam that i don't wear wrist watch.
That makes those times little imprecise sometime.

It was fun. New kind of fun for me. Little nervous one too. But fun.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Edge training continues

2009-02-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Frustrating edge training continues.

After first three days we had a little chat and a little adjustment was made. So now on I have to stay withing 5 seconds of cumming while edging. Sounds much easier, but I'm already so fucking horny that it's not. I just wish we had started it like that. I would have at least two successful edge session that way. Well, if we leave out that fucking moment of ruining that orgasm, this has been fun. Frustrating, but fun. Most of the time.

Day 4.

1 try only. What is it with dice? This is ridiculous.

And that edge. Went better, but now I was adjusting it to that new five second rule. 1:37. And that's it. No fucking satisfaction for me me. I hate this. I just hate it. We'll little later it's more fun again,

but right there on edge, realizing that it's not this one it's fucking torture.

Day 5

:( I don't want to write this. This sucks. I mean my ability to to stay on edge suck. This feeling sucks. Dices suck big time.

That was right after one more ruined orgasm. It didn't take long to feel better. But I do wonder why I have such a bad luck with dice. Or is it a good luck. I don't know. But this is so frustrating.

And little after that. Blah. I don't care anymore. I's starting to be very clear to me that we might have to redo week one. This hasn't really be a success. But what the hell. I can do this again if needed. And maybe thinking like that take a little pressure off.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Weekend Fun

2009-02-12T21:21:00.001-08:00

My Slut....

You may start all of this AFTER you have your blog current with everything on your Friday.

This is a naughty list for you this weekend....

~ Anal Training, to be done all in one shot.

~ Fill your ass with your small plug for 30 minutes

~ Change that out for your Medium Plug for 1 hour

~ Change that out for your smaller Dildo for 1 hour (fucking slowly 100 times during this time)

~ Change that out for your larger Dildo...try your best without harming yourself to get it to fit. When you do, leave it in for 30 minutes and then try slowly fucking yourself with it.

~ If not too sore by now, try your largest plug and see if it is ready to pop i place yet.

~ If your ass is not too sore and you have another day left, you may repeat this, but use your judgement.

~ I want 13 pictures taken for me this weekend. Be Creative.

~ At all times in your apartment you must be wearing something that I sent you that is clothing...whether it be your nighties or your panties, or both.

~ Continue your spankings this weekend.

~ I want you to tape a large area of white paper on a wall where you don't mind having that wall in a picture. Make this a comfortable height that you can stand. I want you to plant 313 kisses on this through the weekend. I want them with your red lipstick of course my slut. I want a picture of you standing in front of this kiss collage, wearing your red heart panties and your heels....and that white shall that goes with your school girl uniform, and your jewelry and nothing else. That will be so sexy.

~ I want you to look through the ORG tasks at the ones posted by in2kink and select your top 5 of his you would like to do, and make a post here on your blog linking them for me. I will choose one or two for you to request soon.

~ Now....Saturday is your last day of edge training...will you be successful this first week of trying? Or not? We will see. But I do know you are trying your best...so I want you to post your final edge report on Saturday before you go to bed, and tell me how the week went. Then you may beg me to let you cum. I know you won't want to procrastinate on this after a week of ruined orgasms...so don't. You will ask me nicely and offer to me how you wish to cum for me. You can ask to cum once, or many times...but be specific. Don't worry about impressing me, just please me.

I will watch your video on Sunday that you posted tonight.
Mistress

Spankings (day 16)

2009-02-12T12:23:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

118 hits to inner thighs with belt. Trying to avoid long lasting marks, but making it sting enough.

Not hard hits, but I think I got it. No bad bruises and nice burning feeling afterwards. And little soreness next morning.

sam

Edge Training Starts

2009-02-12T12:17:00.000-08:00

First three days of edge training.

Mistress,

Now this is interesting, you love to keep your slut on edge and I,
while I can edge without too much problem, can't stay on edge. I just
can't. I either go over it or drop out of it. And because no dropped
off this time, it's going to be fucking many ruined orgasm this week.
And yes, I notice that there reads week one, so I afraid that I'm
going to have very frustrated future. Unless I manage somehow to learn
how to stay on edge.

Oh well, at least I'm going to one fucking horny slut for you. And
that part I love.

Day 1

1 try for today.

I was very tired and horny. So this wasn't even much of a training. 37
fucking seconds and there it was. First ruined orgasm for you. It's so
fucking hard to remove hands early enough it to be really ruined
orgasm. But what choice do I had. None.

I was actually so tired that I didn't even clean myself off after that
cum dribble, yep, dribble out of my cock. I just started to sleep.

Not very impressive start, but hey, at least I didn't screw it up.

Day 2

Again just one try.

Fucking disaster. Impressive 15 seconds and there I go again. :( Oh,
boy. Other one ruined for you.
Felt little 'down' after this one. Wondering if I'm ever gonna make
even that two minutes. Or have real orgasm during this week. But that
feeling went away quickly and I was back to feeling frustrated horny
slut for you again.

Day 3

1 again, but Mistress gave me opportunity to try 3 times. But nothing
comes free so there I was on cam for Mistress:

Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:52): i can see you now
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:55): take your shirt off
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:07): good slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:10): are you nervous?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:19): little
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:38): you trust me though?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:29): Yes.
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:55): good take that cum cube and rub it on
your nipples for 13 seconds each
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:43): very nice slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:46): how does that feel?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:07): mmmm sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:13): now rub it around your belly
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:34): like cum?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:51): i know my slut does not like the smell,
but you are being very good
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:56): rub the last bit in your beard
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:24): mmmm very obedient slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:31):
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:34): you are so cute and sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:40): now...had you already showered tonight?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:53): well then it stays on you till your shower
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:22:17): good slut...and now you may try 3 times
on monday to edge for me 2 minutes

It was actually fun. Messy and smelly, but fun. Because I knew you loved it.

And a little excerpt from my email to Mistress:

"Now this training is getting in to me. One of those 3 tryis is better
be success or this slut is going nuts.

I'm serious, I fucking leak very much and am really really horny right now."

1. try:

At morning. Very fucking horny, but I almost made it. Have no idea
how, but I just stayed on edge.
Or maybe I do know how. It seems that this is not only mental, but
also a little technical thing.
Only fucking 15 seconds more and I would have real orgasm. SO damn
close, but I can't take any risks. Feeling so fucking horny.

2. try:

Harder. Not so easy to reach edge this time. And that means that
staying there was also more difficult. Without dropping off edge that
is. So not much able to anything else than hope that I will last two
minutes. And of course I didn't. Only able to stay there less than
minute. And then, that fucking dribbling. I hate that. And there seems
to be little lack of cum too. Not much came out this time.
Frustrating.

3. try.

Wanted to try something different so I tied my balls for this time.
Turned me on. Easier to reach edge and stay there. 1:34, so again very
fucking frustrated slut. Who the hell invented ruined orgasm. I want
to strangle that person. I just can't stand this. Most difficult part
is to take hands off early enough. And not to do anything that would
'help' that orgasm.

Thank you Mistress for training me.

sam

Work Time Fun For my Slut

2009-02-11T20:18:00.000-08:00

My Slut...on your Thursday while at work...I want you to have a bit of fun for me. I want you to wear that thong I sent to you....the blue one that is very skimpy and see through with the butterflies on it.

I want you to have your bracelet with you at work...and to spend at least 13 minutes of your day, at your desk, wearing it for me. You can do this in any time increment you need to, to please me and do this for me.

I want to to take those 13 paperclips and make a paperclip chain with them...and then place that chain into the front of your thong so that you feel that you are bound for me....without actually being bound. I want you to feel that metal against you and think of me. Do this as soon as you are able and leave it there all day for me and bring this chain home with you. I want a picture of it posted to this blog...when you tell about this fun you have had.

And then finally...I want you to spend 13 minutes in corners for me on your Thursday...but they cannot be in your home. You can use ones at work....if you are discreet...or other public places. It does not have to be a literal corner, it could be where there is a corner of shelves in a store...etc. Be creative. I know you hate the corner, but 1 minute at a time, won't be bad at all. So to be clear, 1 minute in 13 corners. You may not repeat the same corner more than 2 times total. I want you to write down the time and brief description of the corner that you were in.

This is enough I think...to keep you somewhat busy, but also thinking of me all day :).

Love you.
Mistress

Spankings (days 13 to 15)

2009-02-10T17:01:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Spanking bottom of my feet went well, although using book was little weird. And spanking my breast; if I had breasts, oh boy how much fun that would be. Now it's mostly hitting my nipples that feels nice. But can't hit just nipples so other hits goes are around them. And that feels mostly like slaps on my chest. Doesn't feel very much of 'spanking', but isn't OK.

And video if from day 15. 78 to back of thighs.

sam

Thank you for first two months Mistress

2009-02-10T16:37:00.000-08:00

Thank you for anal training Mistress.

Mistress,

This time my way of keeping notes bites me on the ass big time. It's difficult to write in details when your notes says something like this: Monday, 2 hour small, 45 min small, 3 hour medium and so on. So that has to change. And I already have a new notebook to keep with myself all the time. Now I just have to remember to use it properly.

Anyways, I can still tell you something about using plugs. All hours done. Going from easy start with small plug to smaller dildo and back to small plug.

Over 8 hours a day, every day for a week. So I started really easy thinking that I will go towards that big dildo or even (slut can dream) that fucking huge plug. And I did. Everything went like it should until all those hours started to feel. That happened about middle of task. I was getting little sore. Not bleeding or not even pain. Just soreness. But still 30+ hours to go. So no more dreaming of big dildo or huge plug. Back to basics. Having just small or medium plug in my ass. Everywhere.

At home. At work. At shop. Half of my waking hours I was plugged. I though of trying to sleep plugged, but what if that plug slips out at nigh. How do I know when it happened. How long it was in. So I didn't sleep plugged.

And it did go well. Soreness came and went away. Few times, but never turned to pain so I was OK.

And there was no need for baby carrots. Not that I have anything against putting baby carrot in my ass, but I still prefer actual plug.

And how did this training make me feel. Wonderful. Most of the time. There was that little worried feeling when I first felt soreness, but that went away. And those moments when I felt like plug was slipping out in shop or sitting on it at work and talking co-worker. Hmm. Actually that last one was a good feeling. I knew that it can't be noticed and there's no risk of exposure, but it still was a little nervous thing. And very fucking slutty.

And I did think of you a lot. How much I love being your anal slut in training. How much I love being yours. How can I be better submissive or please you even more (but no planning this time, not anymore).

I appreciate so much of all the things you give me. Joy, trust, confidence, everything.

That little mishap (I hope you don't mind me calling it that) made me really realize how lucky I am. To have you as my Mistress. And how important thing communication is. And just about anything. 62 hours is a long time. To be plugged. To think. And I'm sure that we will both benefit from this training later.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Words for Mistress

2009-02-10T14:20:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Today I was last one at office and Mistress wanted me to write 13 words on my chest. Words that describe why I love being hers. Words she makes me feel within our relationship.

It's a little funny how some words can have positive or negative meaning depending of nature (vanilla, bdsm and so on) of relationship.

sam

Reward from Mistress

2009-02-08T09:45:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

After I performed emotionally hard task at Org, Mistress decided that I've earned a little reward.
For doing that task and everything (with one exception) she has asked .
And after little conversation where Mistress stated to me that she wanted this to be something special. Not something I would want to do to her, but something I had hoped, but didn't think that she

would do. And she will consider it.

Wow. How often something like this happens. But thinking what I would love was easy.
Seeing Mistress having orgasm would be dream coming true. Now I just had to wait until next day to see that. If nothing unexpected happens. And luck was on my side. Nothing happens and next day we

were both on line and Mistress invited me to see her web cam.

And there she was. Beautiful and lovely Mistress laying on her bed. First we just chatted few minutes and then my reward started.

Mistress and magic wand on bed. And very fucking horny slut watching. I haven't yet saw nothing, but I already loved it. It felt like such a big reward. Watching your Mistress masturbating.

And then she started. Listening little yelps that grow to moans. Watching her face turning little red when she get closer to orgasm. Hearing wand. And hearing her. Being quiet myself. Partly because I

didn't know if she wanted me to be quiet and partly because it felt right. Just watching her enjoying.
Not wanting to distract her pleasure.

And then she came. And I felt so happy. For her having pleasure and because it looked so fucking hot.

Little break and she started again. Now that was more than I had dreamed. This time I was able to think, maybe not think but more like feel, more while watching. I felt very lucky to have such a

wonderful Mistress. I know from my own experience that it's not very easy to masturbate on cam while someone else is watching. It makes you, or me at least, feel very vulnerable. And being able to

witness her doing it was for me very big sign that she feel comfortable with me and that she trust me. And that is something I want. And then she came again.

And again, and again. Five times. Making me so horny and happy.

I loved your reward Mistress. Not just watching it, but feelings it gave me.

Thank you for this Mistress.

sam

Edge Training Week One, For My Slut

2009-02-07T08:17:00.000-08:00

My Slut,

As you know, your Mistress loves the edge. For one thing, the edge is the feeling that feels just about as nice as the orgasm, but when you can make the edge last longer, cumming can be even more enjoyable. I love the edge, and I also love a submissive on the edge for me...so of course I want MY slut on the edge for me. I love how someone changes when they are on the edge, struggling to hold it, how much more intense begging can get, how much more they moan and shake and tremble for me.

I want my slut to be able to start holding an edge for my pleasure.

So....for this week, Saturday to Saturday, 8 days, you are going to be in edge training.

Each day you will roll 1 die. If it is an even number you will be attempting two edges and orgasms. If it is an odd number you will attempt 1 edge and orgasm.

You can still touch as much as you wish during the days, but bear in mind I don't want your cock getting too sore to play with. When you are ready to attempt this, you will get yourself to the edge. Now, once you are on edge, you are going to try to get your mind and your cock to listen to you, and for you to remain right there on the edge for 2 minutes. You are not allowed to change your stroking enough that you would "lose" your edge, only enough that you stay there. If you are able to make it staying on the edge for 2 minutes, then you may cum for me and feel full pleasure of it. If you cross the edge before the 2 minutes is done, you will immediately remove your hand and let it be a ruined orgasm, and you will not feel the pleasure of this.

I know this will get frustrating, but I think this is a nice amount of motivation along with a good plan for you to start working on this. Of course I like my slut to feel pleasure...but I also want you to learn to love the edge, so I do hope that you can get your mind and body to work together so that we both feel pleasure.

I also want you reporting often about this here.

Good luck my sweet slut!!!

Mistress

Spankings (days 11 & 12)

2009-02-06T13:09:00.001-08:00

Mistress,

I missed one day. It was that day when there was no power at morning and then my workday reached inhuman hours. Didn't have a change to do spanking that day.

Day 11 was 44 hits to back of my thighs with wooden spoon. It was nice.

And today (day 12) was 45 to my ass. With riding crop. Trying to find strength that won't leave long lasting marks, but still stings enough.

Sam

Org Task - Wrapped Up With Pee For Some Kinky Fun

2009-02-05T12:54:00.000-08:00

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Marie - Wrapped Up With Pee For Some Kinky Fun

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Miss Marie,

Like you know I got sick after performing this task but I did write notes right after finishing.
But they are just notes so no when I'm writing this I have to make a little different report than normally to help me remember everything.

The Task, Wrapping Up:

Quote:

- From the moment you start this task until your final report is made, you are not allowed to use your toilet for peeing. The first time you pee for me you will use that to make 6 pee cubes. I want you to only make the cubes 1/3 full...not a full size ice cube

.

I was using one of those bags you know. First peeing in big glass and then pouring it from glass to that plastic bag. Those cubes were little too big, but hey it's just more pee for you.

Quote:

- When your cubes are frozen you will lube your asshole for me and then insert your plug.

Just a small plug to make things little easier.

Quote:

- Next take your marker and write in nice big letters on your belly "Miss Marie's Slut"

I love that one. Even more because it's not only task when I'm your slut.

Quote:

- Now I want you to masturbate to the edge. You can use any toys you like. Then stop.

Fun. I can do one edge without problem.

Quote:

- ...continue up to your chest. Put 2 pee cubes on the sides of each nipple and then put the other two between your breasts as you wrap yourself up.

Didn't work like you wanted. Cubes just won't stay were you put them. They moved like they had they own will.

First 20 Minutes:

Wrapping was fun. I really liked it. But when it was time to put those cubes there was a little problem. My freezer is very cold, too cold to put cubes from there against skin immediately, so I have to take cubes out and put them on towel to 'warm up' a little. And of course that towel was on floor.
It's impossible to just bend over when you're tightly wrapped. Bending your knees is also almost out of question. But with weird combination of funny looking bending and movements I got that towel from floor and put it on table. Without dropping cubes.

Taking those cubes one by one and putting them under wrap felt nasty. And I could smell them because they were little melted already. And they didn't stay were I put them. No matter how I tried they just slide were they wanted. So I gave up and just leave them were they went. And maybe that was good thing after all. If they had stayed each side of my nipples I couldn't have use nipple clamps without first ripping that wrap. Even now it was hard. I don't know why. When I tested it for you before there was no problem with clamps. Maybe I used more layers of wrap this time.

We talked about that gag thing so I didn't use rope, but small thongs in my mouth. They won't fill my mouth too much and after they are soaked it's either trying to swallow or drool.

And I had scarf to use as blindfold. So next was time to lay down. Right, but where. I had that mattress you can see on pics on floor to be used, but there was no way I could lay down on it. Bloody plastic wrap. And lousy planning from my part. Well maybe I could have use them but first kneeling on so on might have rip that wrap and I didn't want that to happen. So I had to use my bed. Nothing wrong with that, but I couldn't stop thinking about those pee cubes melting and pee dripping on my bed. But there was really no options so there I was. Plug in my ass, pee cubes melting inside plastic wrap, clips on my nipples and scrotum, thong in my mouth, blindfolded and stroking my cock. I'm almost sorry that there was no one to see that. It must have been a real sight.

Oh and those thongs get soaked so few time I just turned my head to side and drooled on my bed.

And then time was up.

Second 20 Minutes:

This was easy part. I had already spanked my ass at morning and it was little sore, so I took it easy. Turn out that I took it too easy, but you have seen me using that spoon before. Quite easy to hit too hard. And it was 200 spanks after all. Well it was fun and didn't take long. Spanking part that is. Next time I know I can hit harder. Rest of the time I just stand there. Not really enjoying. Now that I had nothing to do my mind stayed thinking of pee. I felt like there was pee all over me and maybe there was, but tried to think that most of it is just sweat. Couldn't really succeed of fooling myself.

And more drooling for you. Now that I was standing it was easy. And messy. But hey, what's a little saliva outside wrap, when inside is full of pee.

Third 20 Minutes:

Back to bed. I could smell that pee. I'm sure my whole apartment smelled. Or not. I really don't know how much was just inside my but it was all the same to me.

And cumming. No fucking problem with that. Pee really don't turn me on, but knowing that this task ends when I cum and not knowing when I can cum next time were both great motivators.
And recently I've been fucking horny all the time anyway so after few minutes of stroking I came.
Not really hard, but it was good O. Thank you Miss Marie.

Reporting:

Quote:

- I want your overall thoughts on the task

What can I tell you. Hmm. I felt fucking nasty whole time. I like cubes, but I don't like pee. So it was kinda funny thing. It was fun, but then I remember that those were pee cubes melting. Then it wasn't so much fun any more. Not disgusting, but... ...and in some level it was quite a turn on. To be such a nasty pee slut for you. Doing it for you. Thinking of that really helped.

And one final note to others who might do this. After task, think how and where you remove that wrap. There's pee everywhere inside it. Or maybe it's sweat. Or sweat mixed with pee. But anyways. You don't want to just rip that wrap off in living room and 'splash' pee drops all over things near you.

Miss Marie, thank you for this task. It was experience that, while I might not want to do it again, I like I had.

sam

Org Task - Red, Sexy Kisses

2009-02-04T11:58:00.000-08:00

Crossposted from Org.

Calais - Red, Sexy Kisses

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Calais,

I have never been so nervous before task. First this task is fucking something and then there was those extra instructions I had.

After shower it was time to start. At home. Nail polish. That pinkish red. Miss Marie told me that it will be enough if I paint my thumb nails. And so I did thinking that it would be easier that way than having all the fingers painted. Yeah. It wasn't. Anyways, back to preparations. What else I can do. Hey, I can wear that nice slut necklace I have. And bracelet. And anklet.
Who would notice anything else than that shirt anyways. Good thinking. Except I don't have that shirt on until at the end part of task.

But that I realize only when paying (commuter rail) ticket go look new (for me) shopping mall. Girly bracelet and red thumbnail. It looked so funny that I wished I would have painted all my finger nails.

At store

That was easy part. Mostly. Buying white T-shirt is of course normal and I don't feel uncomfortable buying lipstick or other things like that. Not anymore. I just buy them. Well, paying them was of course little awkward with my nails. Bracelet felt normal at this point. But that young woman at counter was so bored looking that I'm not sure if she even notice anything. Well she had to, but I don't think she cared or was really paying attention. And I didn't really care. I had other things in my mind at that point.

Toilet

Chargeable public toilet. Nervous sam. Mistakes and fun.

First thing I notice inside was that there was that fucking annoying blue light. The one for preventing junkies to find a vein. That made everything look really funny. Second thing I notice that it was toilet for one. Two little rooms. First with mirror and sink. And holder for paper towels.
Second room for toilet seat. And only second room was lockable from inside. Great. Not wanting to take any risks I went straight to 'stall'. And now that printed task instructions would have been handy.

Coat and shirt off. Lipstick, T-shirt and camera ready. And clothespins on nipples until I had orgasmed. (Miss Marie's way to motivate me). And now I found myself having trouble of remember everything and at which order everything should have done. So next I wrote Calais on my skin.
Something felt wrong, so I took a little time to think again.

New try. Lipstick on lips. Kissing shirt. Four times. More lipstick. Kissing. And so on.
Think. Now I got it. Jeans down. I know that you wanted me to drop pants on floor and wear only T-shirt, but that floor didn't look clean or dry (winter, snow and all) enough for that. I hope you don't be too disappointed. T-shirt on. Wait. Adjust those clothespins so they won't stick straight away from your chest. Write Calais again. This time on T-shirt. Sit. Start stroking. And hey. This time I managed to get orgasm. Not very strong one. Too nervous for that. But good one. Cleaning and out.
Fucking fast. Whole time there was no way for me to know if someone else was waiting they turn to use toilet. Next time I have to use bigger than one person toilet.

Kisses for everyone

I had coat on when I came out from toilet so I didn't count that to time. I wanted coffee so next stop was cafe. Open to people walking inside mall see to tables. Coat off and sitting to table. Drinking coffee and trying to act natural. But now I got stares. A lot of stares. So much for enjoying my coffee. I drink it fast and took my things. Walking around mall. Being only one NOT wearing coat. Great. And now that I had only T-shirt that necklace with "Miss Marie's Sexy Slut" tag was clearly visible too. I doubt that anyone could read that text, but still. And that mall is so small. And ten minutes goes so slowly. But time was up finally and I put my coat back on and left. I don't think I will go back there for little while. Who am I kidding. I know I will stay away.

Trip to home was easy. And it didn't feel like part of task anymore. And same goes now. Writing this with only T-shirt on feels like just writing report. It's probably the relief I felt after being able to leave that shopping mall that makes me feel that task ended there.

Now that was confusing, humiliating and fun trip. And next time when I'm tasking outside home I have to remember to print task to paper and take it with me.

Thank you for this fun Calais.

sam

P.S. That bluish picture and short video is taken at that public toilet. Others at home.

Spanking (day 10)

2009-02-01T22:53:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Balls again. 53 hits. I think I actually hit few more than 53. It's hard to count when having fun ;) And they are still sore from last night. Oh well, at least this woke me up.
And made me so fucking horny. I almost came while spanking second set of ten. Without other touch than hits with spoon. After that I had to be even more careful with stroking.

And now slut with sore balls is going to work. Trust me, they will ache whole day for you. From pain and from need to cum for you.

sam

Spanking (day 9)

2009-02-01T13:17:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

44 to balls. For you.
And as you can see I'm starting to like this. Not very much, but it's a start.

Thank you for letting me spank my balls for you Mistress.

sam

Last rule 17 picture

2009-02-01T07:38:00.001-08:00

Mistress,

This one is like you wanted. Mask and panties party in mouth covering lower part of my face.
Picture I took last week was, and still is, missing so I have to take new today. Using same panties so I don't think it's very big deal.

How do you keep your pictures organized? I need help with that.

sam

Spankings (days 6,7 & 8)

2009-02-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Day 6 was 39 spanks to bottom of my feet. Still trying to find right amount of force to use.
Feet hurt hour after spanking, but only light pain.

Day 7 was 48 to ass. Using just hands to spank. Scary because there was still task to do later that day and there was 200 spanks in 20 minutes to ass in that task.

After day 7 I got sick. Nothing serious, just common cold, but having fever and other symptoms prevented me to anything. That why there's hasn't been any updates. Starting to feel well again, so if there's no setbacks things are going to continue like they were before getting ill.

Day 8 was yesterday. 49 using wooden spoon on my inner thighs. Trying to avoid long lasting
marks. Not very painful, but made them sore.

sam.

Happy 2 Months My Little Anal Slut

2009-01-31T21:11:00.000-08:00

My Slut,

So...between you being sick and me just being really tired out this week, and stressed at work, we neglected to really celebrate or acknowledge our little 2 month anniversary on the 27th. I am sorry for that, but I still want us to celebrate.

So...as of the 27th you have been mine for 62 days. That really is a long time when you think about it. To honor that and your request for more anal traning, I am going to require that between your Monday Morning the 2nd at 6 am, until your Sunday Evening 6 pm, that you have your ass full for 62 hours.

This is going to be a lot and I expect you to use caution. Sometimes you will use your smallest plug, sometimes the medium plug and sometimes your dildos...hopefully working up to your new larger dildo. Don't push it too fast though, you have all week to get that in your ass. If at times your ass gets sore, or you want it less full, then you may use something very small like a baby carrot inside a condom for retreival.

Each moment that your ass is full, let that feeling remind you of your submission to me...that sometimes you will be doing things you don't really "want" to do, simply because I want it, and it pleases me. Let these hours reconnect you to what it is you love about being mine.

And happy 2 months my sweet slut!!!

Mistress

More pictures (rule 17) and short update

2009-01-23T18:01:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

My thighs are sore and bruised from earlier spanking. I like it a little, but I hope that I don't have to spank them more in next few days. That would really hurt.

Day went well, I did throw die twice to find out how long I have to wait before I could go to toilet and pee. Working while waiting made it quite easy. Not too easy though. Waiting times were 8 and 11 minutes. Both times after 5 minutes working did get little harder, but not impossible.

Other than that nothing really happened. Working and at home just resting.

And trying new color on nails. The one you choose.

No yellow snow picture today. There was snowfall at night so that yellow spot was not visible any more.

sam

Spankings (day 5)

2009-01-23T17:44:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Today it was 48 to ass with riding crop. Didn't hurt very much.

sam

Spankings (day 4) and other on cam things.

2009-01-22T12:43:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

No spanking picture today. 45 hits to bottom of my feet with riding crop. On cam, while Mistress was watching. Nice sting kind of pain. But no marks, so no point to take picture really.

And while on cam little stroking and hitting my cock with riding crop. I like that. Pain has been little more turn on for me lately than it used to be. Or is it just taking pain for Mistress. Who knows, or cares. Result is same anyways. Horny slut.

And peeing in glass on cam. Easier than I feared. But still, pee is not my thing. But submitting to my Mistress is. So I'm happy with it.

Little more stroking and edge. And permission to cum. Very fucking nice orgasm. Thank you Mistress.
And very thick cum again. I think I need to cum more ofter. Please, Mistress.

This time not much licking or swallowing, just two licks for Mistress.

And then humping pillow for Mistress. Right after Orgasm. Just humiliating.

Nice day. And although I don't feel very relaxed on cam yet, it's getting easier.

Thank you Mistress.

sam

Org Task - Sub in a Corner

2009-01-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Honey - Sub in a Corner.

Miss Honey,

Preparations

Shopping

-8 inch dildo. And that thing (tired, can't remember what it's in English) for cleaning.

Cleaning.

Just a thought of enema, even just very small one for cleaning, is hard to me. I don't even know why. It just is. But this was good time try something new. So there I was kneeling and pushing that thing in my ass. And squeezing it to get water in. And it was so easy, I was almost laughing. I should have known that. Hey, if I can fuck myself with 6 inch dildo how the hell little water could feel bad.

I kept water in little while and went to shower. Stopping at toilet seat first.

Stretching.

That new toy was so fucking big in my eyes that I thought that little stretcing before task might be good idea. Medium plug in for while. Nothing to say about that really. I'm so used to it that it's just easy and comfortable.

Corner.

Plug out and wiping ass clean in toilet. Well it turns out that it was clean, so water thingy helped a little. Condom over that scary looking monster size (for me) dildo and plenty of KY-Jelly. On dildo and on and in my ass. Little ass fucking with fingers and I felt ready to start.

I felt little unsure and nervous because I hadn't tried that dildo before. And it really is big for me.
Too big, as it turns out. It hurt from the beginning. Not alarming pain, but real pain. I was thinking that little more inside and then wait and relax and it goes away. It didn't. And the I just knew that it is just a little too thick. For now. I'm gonna work to get it in comfortable later.

So I took it out. And I was little confused and unsure of what next. But pain disappeared as soon as dildo was out and I felt that there was no reason why I shouldn't continue. And I really felt that I should continue. It was like strong need to finish this task like it should. And it wasn't unpleasant feeling, but need that gives satisfaction when fulfilled.

So kneeling was next. Hands behind neck and trying to stay still. Looking at clock (it was in front of me in corner, at floor) and waiting. And first time I didn't felt so fucking bored in corner. It wasn't fun, but it was nothing like before. I would like to say that it was pleasurable, but that would be strongly exaggerated. But it gave me very strong feeling of submission, and that was the pleasure part of kneeling in corner.

Except for my knees. Right one was OK, but left was tried to be a little troublemaker. I have to shift my position few times, and now when I look that video again it seems like it was little short of ten minutes. But I just couldn't kneel one minute longer, so I don't think that my mistake with time was very serious. At least I hope you don't fee like it was. And that was it. Toy and slut cleaning was left, but task was done.

Thank you Miss Honey.

Was someone in the room while you were in the corner?

No, but making video for you made it feel very 'real'. Made me feel like submitting for you, not just doing task.

How big was your toy?

8 inch long and about 1.8 to 2 inch wide. Maybe closer to 1.8.

Did you orgasm?

Nope. This seems to be month I won't have many orgasms.

What were your thoughts as you played there in the corner like a naughty girl or boy?

Never get to playing part.

Was this difficult or enjoyable?

Difficult part is obvious. And that enjoyable. I started to enjoy this while keeling in corner. I knew that I did try my best and and just kneeling there for you to finish this task gave me submission kind of pleasure. I have to say, as funny as it might sound, I really liked this task. And it was fun. And that's strange for me when actual task part was mostly kneeling in corner.

And. My ass feel fine. No pain or even any kind of discomfort after taking that dildo out. So it was so close, but just a little but too big.

And my knees were in pain little while after task, but that went away very soon too. And now they feel fine. So I'm in good shape.

sam

P.S. Requested video(s) are in my private blog.

Spankings (day 3)

2009-01-21T17:21:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

55 to inner thighs usinf riding crop. It did hurt. Luckily my ass don't hurt anymore. So this is just fun. But let's see how I think of this after week or two. Or if I draw same place few day in row.

sam

Wed Hump Day Fun for My Slut

2009-01-21T11:21:00.001-08:00

My Slut...I know you are having a hard day at work. And what you don't know is that I never went to work. Your Mistress was a bit careless with something.

So...I think we deserve a little fun when you return. I want you to come to me on cam, wearing only your red panties with the hearts and bring with you some item I have never seen before that you will do your daily spanks with.

I will be patient with you but I do intend to see that cock I own today.

I should be around, so find me when you can.

Love you my slut!

Spankings (day 2)

2009-01-20T13:46:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

That was 52 on my ass. Using leather belt. My ass hurts.

Spankings (day 1)

2009-01-19T16:15:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

47 on back of my thighs using wooden spoon. That's a good start.

sam

1st Picture of Week (rule 17)

2009-01-19T16:09:00.001-08:00

Mistress,

Today while on cam you asked if I leak.
Well, maybe i did leak a little.

sam

Org Task - Worshiping MY Pussy

2009-01-18T07:44:00.000-08:00

Crossposted from Org.

Miss Marie - Worshiping MY Pussy

Story first, reward later (I hope)

First thing I noticed about her was smile. Smile that went from well shaped red lips to beautiful brown eyes. Just looking her made my heart jump. And her voice. I haven't talk to her, but I hear her laughing with her friends. It almost made my heart stop. So beautiful and cheerful laughter. I wanted to be hers. All hers.
...

I'm trying to get enough courage to talk to you. But you're so beautiful and daring, full of life, that I can't think why would you be interested in me. But then, you walked to me and started talking. I'm dumbfounded. And hopeful. You had to said only: follow me.

...

She told me to undress and crawl under her desk. And I did so. Scared and nervous. But so fucking excited. She sat down and kicked her shoes off. She wasn't wearing any socks so and her toes were painted with nice purple color. I just stared them. I knew what she wanted, but I just couldn't start.
Not here, in her office. Where anybody could just walk in. But she didn't want to wait and she slapped my face with her foot. And whispered: get to work slut.

I started to kiss her toes. One by one. Just light gently kisses. And then upward. Her insteps. Her legs. Upward toward my goal. Rolling her skirt up. Spending more time with her thighs. Waiting her getting ready. Smelling. Smelling her. Mild scent of her skin. She told me to stop and raise my head a little. After tieying blindfold over my eyes she told I can continue. I lowered my head back down to her thighs and toward her pussy. She opened her thighs more. First whiff of her pussy was intoxicating. I gave her panties few kisses before sliding them off. Her scent was stronger now. I touch her pussy with my lips. Not kissing it, just touching. Smelling her. She wasn't wet, just a little moist. I couldn't wait any longer. I had to taste her.

First I was just kissing her pussy. Ever so lightly. And then little licks, carefully at first. Trying to find out what she likes. Tracing her lips with my tongue. Little nips with my teeth. Her breath was getting deeper and she was getting more wet. I planted a kiss on her hood. Licking it. Nipping it with my lips. She was moaning a little now. I moved her hood backwards with my thumbs and and started licking her clit. She was moaning like in pain. But she didn't push me away so I continued. Occasionally pushing my tongue in her opening. Tasting her. Tongue fucking her. But always getting back to her clitoris.
Her breathing was getting shallow. I could feel that she was starting to get contractions. She pressed her thighs against my head and using her hands pushed my head against her pussy. I could do anything but just trying to breath. She rubbed her pussy against my face until she came. Almost violently, moaning loudly.

...

I am kneeling on padded table in living room. Ass up and head down. Naked. Hairless. Balls tied and short rope hanging down from them. There's picture of your pussy in front of me. You told me that if I move my eyes from that picture or move my hands or feet I'm going to suffer. More than I can imagine. And I believe you.

I can hear footsteps and then... ...giggling. And laughter. I'm scared. And blushing. And hard.
I just keep looking your pussy and wait. I can hear someone walking closer to me. Then, sharp slap on my ass. It stings. Little yelp escapes my mouth. Someone spreads my ass cheek. Pinches me inside my cheeks. Long and sharp finger nails. So it's not you. Who is it. I don't know. I don't even want to know.
She tickles my anus with her finger nail. Almost scratching it. I'm scared. She rubs something cold and sticky on my rectum. I hope it's just lube. Something is pushed inside my ass. It feels like big dildo.
Stretching me open. I want to push it back out.

You came to me and whisper to my ear that I better keep it inside, or else.
I hear you walking a way. I just kneel on table and look at that picture of your pussy.
I can feel that something starting to slide out of my ass. I try to squeeze my asshole to keep it in but it won't help. It just slides out. Now I'm really scared. I don't know what to do. But just stare that picture and wait. I can hear you two talking in another room. Time goes by so slowly. Now I know you wanted me to drop that thing out. And that scares me even more. After what felt like hour I can hear you coming back to living room. Close to me. Suddenly my balls get tugged backward. I yelp. Hand grabs my balls and squeeze them hard. That hurts. Tears fills my eyes and blurs my vision. I can't even see that picture clearly anymore. Then the pressure stops and you just tell me that you warned me. You walk in front of me and kiss my eyes and stroke my cheek. That helps and I'm feeling better. You wipe my tears away and I can see that picture of your beautiful pussy clearly again. Now with tear drops on it. You whisper to my ear that you're proud of me not moving. And that you believe I can take the rest too without moving.

You walk away again and after short silence I can hear you two whispering something. And then my ass cheeks explodes in pain. Both at same time. With loud and sharp slapping sound. And you laugh. More sympathetic that evil laugh. And you just keep hitting my ass with something that feel like riding crops. But how can I be sure, I can't think. Just suffer. And worship picture of your beautiful pussy.

...

It's night. Your guest has left. I'm tired and sore. And very fucking horny. But night is not over yet. You want me to follow yourself to bedroom. You tie me spreadeagled to bed. Face up. Sitting on my chest you start to tease me. Pinching my thighs. Pulling my sore balls. Slapping my cock. You push you ass back against my face and I know what you want. I start licking your asshole. I feel very humiliated, but also even more turned on. After awhile you get up. And started hitting me with crop. Not too hard but painful enough. All over me. From soles of my feet to my chest. Making sure not to forget my nipples. Making them throb. Putting crop aside you sit next to me. Stroking my cock. Making my leak precum.
You dipped you finger in it and rubbed little of it to my lips. And making me suck your finger clean.
Next you tie my cock and balls tightly and start teasing me with magic wand. Strong vibration on my throbbing cock makes me crazy. But you are having too much fun to stop now. So you just continue teasing me. Keeping me on edge. Letting me come down a little and then continuing. Over and over again. Making me desperately wanting to cum. Making me want to scream. Promising anything if you just let me cum.

Turning toward me you ask if I want to cum so much that I'll drink your pee. Without even thinking I say that of course I'll drink your pee. You take a glass and squatting little you pee in it. Smiling wickedly you raise my head with one hand and put glass on my lips with other. I open my mouth and you start pouring it in my mouth. Whispering my ear: you get your reward soon slut...

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report

Miss Marie,

- After you have cum, I want you to make another post on the task thread, giving me your overall thoughts on performing this task.

Seems like even I can write a story after 10 (I think it was 10 when I start writing, it's sometime confusing because my days usually involves parts of two calendar days, and to screw things more, different time zones can make me talk to you from my Monday morning to your Sunday night.) days without orgasm, and there's non coming before finishing it.

I did like this task, not writing part, but thinking it. How to worship your pussy and just thinking you.
I was so fucking horny that those edges were not a problem. I felt like being almost on edge all the time when I touched my cock. And I fucking liked it.

Bt then there was that little problem with story. I did finish it hours before time was up and got that idea of making it length to be exactly same as minimum words. After adding few words there and removing others from here I got it. And I was so fucking proud of myself. Until I realize that for some silly reason I had wrong amount of words in my mind. Minimum lenght was 300 words longer than I had.
And I had two hours left. At that point I wanted to cry. But I had so good motivator that somehow I did write more and got it finished at time. Lucky me.

- I also want you to tell me about this orgasm I allowed you, in detail.

Standing in front of mirror. Testing something for you. Horny as hell. Barely started to stroke when I 'shoot' fucking porridge (well, ok, very thick, not porridge) like cum out and most of it didn't even reach mirror. Standing there little while to wait my legs stopping to shake. Then licking that little bit of cum from mirror and rest from 'floor' (plastic wrap on floor). And swallowing it, of course. Just so happy to end denial period that I didn't mind. Not that it makes any difference if I mind or not

Miss Marie, Thank you very much for giving me an opportunity to worship your beautiful pussy.
And thank you for letting me cum.

sam

Third Negligee

2009-01-18T07:01:00.001-08:00

Second Negligee

2009-01-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

Negligee

2009-01-18T06:31:00.000-08:00

More Panties

2009-01-18T06:15:00.001-08:00

Panties

2009-01-18T04:56:00.000-08:00

Package from Mistress

2009-01-18T04:29:00.001-08:00

Mistress,

That nice package full of slutty things has arrived. Next posts are going to be pictures of all those lovely items. Thank you very much.

Beautiful handmade jewelries.

sam

Response to Your Begging

2009-01-12T19:27:00.000-08:00

My Slut....I really am quite pleased with you. I know that begging has not come naturally for you, and that even moaning is not easy for you. I also knew that considering you had never officially begged me for anything yet, that having you do this on your public blog where many others would hear it, was going to be a challenge, but I felt you needed this push.

I wondered how many days it would take you and it only took 3 days. I knew my horny slut would not wait for too long since you cannot cum for me yet.

I do love the edging and moaning audio you did first. What I love is that you are so aroused and wanting to please me that you relax enough, and just let those sounds out for me. I did comment that your moans sounded almost painful, but after a week for my slut not cumming, I am not surprised by that. I found it very sexy and pleasing, because not only are you touching the cock I own and so wanting to cum and are holding back for me, you are pushing yourself to moan for me and to share all this here. This has amazed me.

Then we get to your actual beg. This was really something. To hear your desperation and the pleading and the sincerity in your voice as you beg me for the right to cum, telling me how badly you want to cum for me, and that you would do anything for me if I just let you cum. There is not much more I could want from you, you do give me everything even if together we have not explored everything there is to explore, you do give me everything. I was SOOOO proud of you when I snuck upstairs leaving my company for a few minutes and heard this audio. I know this took what you consider to be your dignity and your last bit of modesty to do this, but I don't see it that way. This is only one form of modesty, there are many more, and I don't ever want every last bit stripped away.

I just don't know what else to say. I was more than pleased, you exceeded my expectations and I loved it. I love you and I am very happy.

So the offer I made you to cum was to perform my task "Worshipping MY Pussy" at the ORG. This is one you have wanted to do for some time, and why wouldn't you, but writing is not easy for you. I figured since I have you this horny for me, more than ever before, I would put that to good use and let it help you write for me...and please me with how you would worship my pussy if you had the chance. And it is amusing to me to have you this horny for me. I really cannot wait to read your story and to have you cum for me in the way we discussed. It is all up to you when.

Thank you for begging and moaning and pleasing me so well.

Mistress

Begging

2009-01-10T18:11:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

This one was really hard to publish.

First little Edge & moaning audio for you to put on your Media blog.

And then little Egde & Begging audio. This one is short, but reason wasn't begging part. It was just so fucking hard not to cum, so I couldn't take any risks and continue longer.

I really, really, hope that these little voice clips pleases you and you let me cum.

Please Mistress, let me cum!

sam

An Instruction For My Slut

2009-01-07T20:38:00.000-08:00

Just play the video and listen to what I desire my Slut.
Your Mistress

Rewarded slut with hurting toes

2009-01-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Thank you for this reward. I love heels, but 13 hours is quite a lot. My toes hurt, my left knee feels sore, and few muscles I didn't know I have feels very much used. But it was very much worth it.
And when I can just sit or even lay down on bed while wearing heels, even 13 hours is perfectly doable.

And thank you for ice cubes. It's always fun. One reason why I love rubbing ice cubes is that cold trickle of water running down my body. Beside that cold sensation that ice gives. That's very nice too. So I pretty much use ice cubes while standing and on my upper body. But not all of them. My cock and balls did get their share of fun. And then was that last one. Heels time was up and you wanted little surprise so I rubbed that over my soles. That felt, well, just funny. Can't really describe it. Having just ended 13 hours (last 5 without any breaks) with heels I had so many other feelings same time that it was hard to concentrate just to that ice cube. Have to try that again later, I think.

And that one you wanted me to melt in my ass crack. That was not so much fun. It really felt too cold there (not painfully cold though) and was irritating feeling otherwise too. But that is also why in some way it was almost more fun that other ones. Because I really felt that it was fun for you. Not for my pleasure.

Not much humping or rubbing today. I just didn't feel like it. I had nice and relaxingly horny slutty state of mind and that was enough for me. But I did little bit of humping for you. Bed and wall of bathroom while I was all soapy in morning shower. That was fun for me too.

And it wasn't so cold today so I was wearing only what you wanted whole day while inside my apartment.

Thank you for another fun day Mistress.

sam

A Reward For My Slut

2009-01-06T21:35:00.000-08:00

My Slut,

I am more than pleased with your videos. I will comment on your latest blog posts tomorrow night I think, but for now, I want to give you your reward for Wed. I want you to spend 13 hours with your heels on, and each hour that you are awake you will rub ice on some area of your body. You may not rub in the same place two times in a row. My slut loves heels and ice. In addition you will be wearing that pink thong with the black lace panties over it, and nothing else unless it gets really cold in your apartment and then you may put something over it. You will also not "directly" touch your cock at all.

Enjoy my slut and you make me so proud of you every day.
Love Mistress

Videos For Mistress

2009-01-06T16:14:00.000-08:00

Thank you Mistress fo this video day.Not much more than taking and working with videos happened today. Little leaking and licking. Rubbing cock through panties. Humping a wall and bed. Being horny. Just normal day for slut.

First was time to drop little wax over body writing. Mmm. I do like hot wax.

I fucking hate spanking my balls. Not at all turn on. But I love to do it for your pleasure.

And little peeing to end video day.

Fun day. Thank you Mistress.

sam

Monday Slutting

2009-01-06T16:13:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Silly slut didn't think carefully enough your instructions and missed a whole day of (indirect) touching of slut's cock. There's no way this would happen again. Too frustrating not to touch.

Wrapped slut was happy slut. Cum cubes on nipples were little different feeling that ice cubes. They are much smaller and melt almost too fast. But just almost. Knowing that it's my cum melting inside wrap was, hmm very slutty. And hmm, not my favorite. But not too hard. Slut can do that again anytime you want.

Last cum cube inside thongs were whole other matter. Slut just couldn't stop thinking that those thongs are going to slut's mouth later. Yack. And heels, slut just loves to wear heels. That alone made all other things worth it.

Waiting for peeing is getting easier every time. Except after slut woke up. Slut can't think before coffee, so slut didn't realize that slut can throw dices before finding clothespins. But that was just 1 more minute to wait. Other waitings were easy and peeing sitting backwards with clothes pins on nipples is just slutty fun. Not awkward or humiliating. At least not at home.

Putting that thong in mouth as gag was harder than usually because fish slut ate earlier made slut feeling nauseous. And just a though of cummy thongs made slut feeling like gagging. But that feeling was almost faded when it was time to kneel for Mistress.

Chatting with you is always fun. Until slut has to pee. It's not hard to pee in cup for you while chatting, but having to empty it four times (see, slut can really wait before being desperate) before all pee had come out of slut was first funny, then it started to feel not so funny anymore.

And having to dip finger in pee cum and rub it on upper lips was hard as a though, but doing it was actually quite easy. Slut did catch one drop with tongue. Not so good tasting.

Rest of the night slut was just laying on bed because after eating a little more (not that fish again) slut's stomach started to ache again.

But it was fun day.

Thank you for that Mistress.

sam

Videos For Me

2009-01-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

My Slut, On Tuesday I want you to make 3 Videos for me.

I am only going to give you instructions for 1 of them, the others you will do as a total surprise.

But video 1 is to be you, on a chair, legs spread wide, with your cock and balls hanging over the seat, not sitting on it, and the camera up close to your cock and balls. I want you to spank your balls for me, with a wooden spoon, or your crop (your choice, either will please me). I want you to crop or spank yourself on the balls and moan for me, show me with your sounds that this hurts, and just do it as long as you can tolerate without hurting yourself in a bad way or getting to your safeword. I don't want you broken, I just want you to ache for me and give me those moans that I love...and to be able to watch this any time I wish.

The other two videos you will do something you think will please me.

These videos are your priority and catching up your blog. Your pleasure comes last for today, so no stroking in videos, no "direct" touching in videos. Anything else is fair game, as long as you do not cum.

And no other "direct" touching for the day, even in between videos.

I know my slut will please me.
Mistress

Monday For My Slut

2009-01-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

Slut, it is already your Monday....and I have a few things for you to do today.

I want you to roll 3 on line dice for each time you need to pee for me...and you will add that total together and you will wait that many minutes before you may pee. In addition you will sit on the toilet backwards for each, and you may not touch your cock to set it in the toilet. In fact, no touching your cock directly today. Also, you will attach a clothes pin to each nipple while peeing.

Today you will wrap your chest in plastic wrap, tube top style. I want you to place one cum cube over each nipple before you wrap over it, so that once you are wrapped they are left there over your nipples to melt in that spot, under the plastic wrap. I would like you to spend an hour that way for me, wearing your heels, and your thong for me. You will place the other cum cube into you thong so it rubs against your cock and balls that belong to me. This also stays on for one hour.

Tomorrow afternoon we will plan to talk on voice chat. I want your computer on and set for voice at your 11:45 pm. Your IM status will say "kneeling for my Mistress" when you are ready...so I know. I will call your computer, so have your headset on you and be ready to answer it. You will just kneel and wait for me, till I call you that way. Oh and you will have that thong that had the cum cube melting away inside it, in your mouth as you wait. When we start talking you may ask me if you want to remove it.

Mistress

New Years Fun

2009-01-02T12:59:00.001-08:00

Mistress,

Such a nice way to start new year.

Dice rolling was so much fun at beginning, but after few 13 minute stroking stints I realized that it's going to be impossible to do that anymore so at Thursday night I stopped rolling dice.

Peeing in bucket was nice, but this time more smelly than before. And choices you gave me to empty that bucket were very nice, but this time choosing was easy. No pouring pee on me this time. And now there's nice little pee ice spot on ground. But luckily for me it really is small. Because ground on that spot is not flat and therefore there wasn't big puddle of pee to freeze.

Being tied up for you was fun as always. Didn't try to find new creative ways this time, just usual hand tied to cock and balls, cuffs and that kind of tieing. There was actually one new way. Tieing my balls to armrests of chair while sitting front of computer. Didn't like that very much. Have to be too careful

And taking pictures was fun as always except that something went wrong and they were so grainy that I had to take them again today. That's the reason (with that other thing you know) why this post is so late.

Miss Honey. Thank you for your request. It's always a pleasure to do something nice for you. I hope you like this picture.

And Mistress, if I remember correctly you did ask some time ago this kind of picture, but I just wasn't ready for it. It's fucking hard to post this even now. I just had to post it as b&w because in color it is even more humiliating. Maybe I'm able to do it "in color" later.

Thank you for all this fun Mistress.

sam

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T17:06:00.000-08:00

So my slut cleared his schedule for New Years and asked me for some slutty fun! What a good slut.

On your Thursday starting at your 4:13 am and going until your 11:59 pm, you will be allowed the chance to roll to see if you are able to stroke. You are only allowed to roll at the 13th minute of each hour, so if you miss it, you will wait till the next hour. You will roll one die, and if it is an odd number (1, 3, 5) you may stroke, if it is even (2, 4, 6) you may not, you will have to wait to try again the next hour. Of course there is no cumming, unless you have my permission...but I do hope my horny slut feels like rolling those die often. Oh and one more catch...if you are able to roll odd numbers, you have to stroke for 13 minutes immediately...no more and no less. You may watch porn or enjoy it anyway you like but your hand will not stop touching your cock and stroking for 13 minutes.

You will continue through your New Years bound for me...because you are mine and I find it so very sexy to keep you home and bound and horny and eager for me. I know you love being that way for your Mistress my slut! When the clock turns to the 2nd over there where you are, you may take your bonds off and put them away and be done with that. You will also keep peeing in your bucket until that time. The final dump of your bucket will be dumped any way that you choose. See I am a nice Mistress, I give you choices sometimes...or are they chances. Time will tell.

In addition...you will take 5 pictures for me for this blog.

Happy New Year my Sweet, Sexy, and Pleasing Slut!

Love your Mistress

New Years Eve Slutty Fun

2008-12-31T17:00:00.000-08:00

Today you will remain bound in some way at all times...one form must be put on before the previous is taken off. This continues until further notice.

You will do all pee into your pee bucket until further notice. You may not empty this bucket until you get permission from me.

Also I want you horny and stroking often, but not edging, just staying nicely aroused for me. And if you leak, you will lick.

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So I was at work today when I got an email from my slut telling me that his pee was getting smelly and asking for permission to dump the bucket. I said not, we would discuss it when I got home. After I was home I gave him two choices that would please me.

1....he could take that bucket of pee (half full) and dump it over his body and then shower

or

2....he could wait till it was totally full and then take it out and dump it over the side of his balcony into the yard (or would it be snow).

My slut chose number 2...which is really quite amusing for me...and oh boy am I hoping it snows where he is. Can you imagine that huge yellow spot?

MMMM, have a happy New years eve slut!

Org Task - Choises To Cum (day 1)

2008-12-27T15:26:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Here's Choises To Cum (day1) report crosspested from Org.

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Miss Marie,

First day and I'm going to take this easy. And not trying to be creative at first. I want to try all those 28 ways to get orgasm as you like, but that means that I have to do them as easy as possible. And probably it's going to be too much even then. But I won't stress about it. I'll just try my best.

1st:
- You will spend 20 minutes in the corner, considering your submission.

Sounds so easy, but it's not for me. Being in corner is so boring that I have trouble of concentrating. My mind starts to wonder and I just find out that I'm thinking anything but my submission. It just happens. I start to think what I'm doing for you and how I feel about it, but then I just found out that I'm thinking dinner. I don't know why dinner. I'm not even hungry and it's late night. And sports, and...
I think you get the picture. I just can't concentrate in corner.

And then it was time for first cum. I like start tasks, especially longer ones, with shower so it was just natural to have first O in shower. With soapy hand. So easy after few days without O. And quick too.
Not very powerful orgasm, but enjoyable one. More like getting task started than to trying to get all out if it. And washing myself afterward.

Sleeping

2nd:
- You will be gagged in some manner during your orgasm. Be as creative as you wish

After breakfast and coffee I felt that it's time for second O. I took those thongs (they were clean this time) we both know so well and stuffed them in my mouth. And just waited (I have trouble with them in my mouth until they get little wet from saliva) for awhile. Then to bed. Placing pillows in the way that I was more sitting than laying down. Watching porn and stroking slowly. Fun until those things were really soaked. Trying to swallow spit or drooling on my chest. Drooling it was because swallowing with thongs on mouth is little difficult After little more drooling and stroking I realize that it's not very smart to just take my time and enjoy long. So many orgasm to come so I should take easy ones quickly. Pacing up little and I soon felt Orgasm coming. Smiling inside (because no edging or moaning required) I came on my stomach. Not a strong orgasm. And no magnificent spurt of cum.
Just normal enjoyable one. And still easy one.

Visitors at home

3rd:
- You will have your ass full during your orgasm. Be as creative as you wish.

After visitors left it was over 6pm so no time to waste. Small plug in. Sitting and reading porn stories.
Not really 'in mood'. More like; just do it so there will be enough time for last one. After awhile I was turned on and it seems like this one is going to be easy one too. But it wasn't. Reaching that O was hard. And took longer time. Longer it took more it felt like my cock was getting desensitized. So I took a little brake. After break it was easier. I don't' know why. I didn't do anything different or felt any more horny, but I just reached that O fast. Not very enjoyable. More like just a little 'nghht' and spurt. But it was O and that was all I wanted this time.

And that was all for first day. While chatting (voice) and after little fun with clothespins and wooden spoon and me stroking (but not getting very close to orgasm) you told me that that was day one.
No more trying today.

I think that it was right call. There's still six more days to come.

sam

Few random thoughts after first month

2008-12-27T14:03:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

One month has gone and we're still going strong. And why wouldn't we. It's been so much fun.
Almost all the time. There's been times when I have been tired or not 'in the mood' when I still had some duties to do for you that day. But I had done those anyway. Because I do them for you. And after I've got all done I have felt very pleased and happy. Oh, there's been one or two times when I have just fall asleep before I have finished everything, like writing this, but I think that it's more of me getting used to both organizing my days in new ways and getting used to wake up earlier than being negligent or lazy.

It's so nice to go bed not knowing what next day is going to be. Doing hard things for you or having all day for me in vanilla way (not much of those, but who wants them anyways). Or something between.
And then woke up and found some wonderful task or duties to do on our blog. I really love those surprises you have for me.

And I love that you clearly listen what I say to you. Even those things I didn't know I said. And for sure those thing I didn't mean to say (OK, that's more like playing; me saying something I wouldn't want to experience and you knowing that I would loved to, but I might just not be ready for it yet. Or that I would do it for you even if I wouldn't like it) and other big or small things I say to you.

Or just chat with you. Vanilla things. Like friends. It really makes all this feeling much more than just little playing. And I love that.

And I have found out that I really trust you. If you ask me to do something I will at least try it. Without much hesitation (there's been few things that had make me thinking like; what, she wants me to do THAT) in my mind. I know that you wouldn't hurt me. Not really hurt me physically or emotionally. And I know if something is too much for me I can stop without fear of you getting angry. And that really helps. It makes trying new things so much easier when I don't have to worry about if I can do it, if I did try hard. Mostly those things done in public. Those are hard, but they are also so much fun when doing them. Scary but exciting fun.

And I love to call you Mistress. It funny, but I didn't really think that it would be so much different than calling you Miss Marie. But it is. First time I said it there were that funny little feeling in my stomach. That nervous, but so very good feeling. Thank you for that Mistress.

And there's so much more I want to say to you, but those thoughts just won't come out of my mind now. No mental blocks or anything like that. They are more like feelings that are still developing so I think that it's better to write them out later.

I'm very happy and proud of being your slut.

sam

Merry Christmas Sam

2008-12-23T21:31:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas...hope you enjoy Christmas Eve with your family :). Have a fun day, and I will be thinking of you :).

Mistress

Maid Monday

2008-12-23T09:05:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Not a perfect maid Monday, but I have to say that I had fun.

It was so late when I finally got chance to start that I had to rush a little bit with shaving. I did it carefully and trying to be through, but you just can't stay in shower at night forever. Neighbors don't like it.

Next I notice that red nail lacquer bottle was practically empty. There was just enough to get my nails done. And troubles just kept coming. I has one pair of black stay ups left and I'm sure you can guess what happened when I pull first one up to my leg. Yes, that's right. And where to get new pair at 4am.

I tried those white ones, but they didn't look good with maid uniform. So all was left were pantyhose. And they weren't black either. But what can you do. So it was thong pantyhose and then those lacy black panties over pantyhose so it would look little better.

And those pee boobs. Even they gave me trouble. Only way to get it done was put those pee cubes I had left in use. So first pee cubes in balloons and then warm water. Have to find other kind of balloons for next time.

And finally maid was ready for work. Without plug. When I was inserting it my ass did hurt a little so I decided to give it a little rest. Not much to say about working. Christmas coming, so I did actual cleaning in my apartment. Wiggling my ass, fondling my boobs and so on. Finding chances to bend over and so on. Fun, but real work too.

After an hour it was time to take some pics. Hope you like these.

And then it was time to kneel and cum for you. Not directly on floor (I talked this with Mistress before doing it) but on Saran Wrap put on floor. Orgasm was very good one when thinking how tired I was. I kinda like these sleepy tired orgasms. hey are very relaxing. And then it was your fun. Slut licking your cum for your fun. This time I did like to do it, but only because I know that you like that. And little because it's very much slutty thing.

sam

P.S. I didn't forget mirror kissing. I'm still looking a way to put pictures of it in here without showing too much of my apartment (privacy thing). I'll get to that later.

Org task - Cumming In Your Corner

2008-12-23T04:04:00.000-08:00

Mistress,

Here's Cumming In Your Corner report crossposted From Org.

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Miss Marie,

Pre-Cumming fun

As you know Corner Cum spend yesterday stroking 100 times every half hour without cumming, so Corner was so horny that there was no need to carefully select every story, so Corner Cum used "story spinner".

First round:

A Second Quest

Short one. And that was good thing. But still almost too long for Corner Cum. Very fucking horny Corner Cum. Corner Cum don't like corner time. It's so boring, but five minutes is short enough not to get bored. And words really just popped out in first round. Slut, happy, owned, lick, kneel.
Don't ask. Like Corner Cum said, they just popped out.

Second round:

The Bondage of Clark Beaumont

Corner Cum couldn't concentrate to story at all. Just reading and masturbating and at the end Corner Cum had no idea what that story was about. Corner Cum could have read today's paper and result would have be same; very fucking horny Corner Cum at edge. More words just popped out in corner.
Frustrated, waiting, exposed, blushing, pain.

Third round:

A New Master, A New Life

First Corner Cum thought that it was lucky to get such a short story, but then Corner Cum noticed that it was just a first part. So Corner Cum just kept reading and stroking. Stroking very slowly and reading very fast. To get to that corner quickly. And words just kept popping out. Humiliated, toilet, edge, pink, mirror.

Fourth round:

A New Line of Work Ch. 02

So spinner threw Corner Cum straight to second part of story. But no cheating. Corner Cum read first part first and stroking very lightly and slowly (only way for Corner Cum to avoid premature Orgasm at this time) read all five parts. Wondering can this get any more frustrating than this. And in corner more popping words without really thinking at all. Pee, spanking, plug, cubes, chat.

Corner Cum used pink lipstick to write those words on it's body.

Cumming In Your Corner For Me.

Corner Cum was almost laughing when thinking that you wanted 10 minutes of stroking without cumming. And Corner Cum knew that you must had fun too thinking of that. It took only about three minutes when Corner Cum orgasmed. Fucking hard. Legs shaking orgasm. For you. After that Corner Cum had to lean to wall little while before Corner Cum could continue.

Corner Cum knelled and started licking. Long slow licks to make you pleased. And swallowing. Over and over again until all cum was licked. It didn't really took that long, but in Corner Cum's mind it took forever. And Corner Cum can happily inform you that while Corner Cum still don't like licking it's own cum, there was no gagging this time.

Spanking to please you alternative way.

For once Corner Cum was happy that it was expected to spank itself only at medium strength. Corner Cum's ass and thighs were still bruised and sore from earlier spankings. Corner Cum used that wooden "spoon" you know from earlier spankings. Using medium strength it hurt, but wasn't so bad. It did actually made Corner Cum little horny again. And 50 to each ass cheeks and ten 10 thighs is not really much. So it was quite easy, but it did hurt. And only light strength to cock and balls were just easy. Well, easy for cock and bearable to balls.

Few thoughts:

Very fucking frustrating task with very strong orgasm at the end.

Those words might sound little strange for some people, but Corner Cum is sure that Miss Marie knows what connection they had with my submission. And those are words that popped out from Corner Cum's head.

Clothespins were not that painful. Partly because of Corner Cum's very horny state of mind and partly because of only short period of time at once.

Thank you for allowing Corner Cum all this fun.

Corner Cum

Tuesday To Relax

2008-12-22T21:03:00.000-08:00

My Slut...you had a very long Monday...and you now have ORG report and Blog reports to do, so Tuesday is going to be a relaxing day. Your first priority is to get your reports done and posted and so you will not be allowed to stroke or touch your cock in any way until everything is posted, including the new list of Hard Limits added to your side bar at the bottom.

When everything is posted, you may slowly stroke yourself to the edge while watching porn. Stop.

Then I want you to spend an hour reading, one of your favorite books. I know you have a few hundred or more, so spend some time reading, and relaxing.

Next it is back to porn, slowly stroking to the edge for me. Stop.

Next I want you to take some time to do something else vanilla that you rarely do...for an hour.

Next is back to porn, slowly stroking to the edge for me. Stop.

After this, you will not touch your cock again until further notice. You will have to ask me, if you wish to touch, or wait till I tell you that you can. I want you ready for voice at your midnight when I return for home. Be prepared to ask me anything you wish...we will have about an hour together before my meeting...so we can enjoy that.

Hope you like your relaxing Tuesday my slut!
Mistress

Monday Means Back to Work...for my Maid Slut That Is

2008-12-21T20:28:00.000-08:00

My Slut, we have neglected the maid as of late...so today we will put you to work. I want you to shave completely, put lotion on, some make up, and lipstick and then get dressed for me. I want the pink thong with the black lacey panties over top of it, and your black stockings and heels. Then your bra with balloons filled with partial pee and partial water. You will fill them 3/4 with water first and then add pee for the last 1/4, and stuff your bra for me. Very nice!

While you are a maid you will take care of some basic chores around your house for about an hour. Shake and wiggle your ass for me often. Take time to touch and fondle your breasts and check out your sexy legs. Sometime I want some pics, of you being all sexy, lifting your maid skirt so we can see the panties, showing some cleavage, etc Maybe one of you stretched out on the floor with you sitting on that red pillow and your legs all sexy, with you sticking out your chest...just make sure you don't put your face in it.

And you know what being a maid means, that you have to kiss mirrors! Yes, my slut will be kissing that hall way mirror again. I want enough red kisses to create two M's for Miss Marie. This should be fun for my slut...and I want a picture of it posted too please.

Once your cleaning is done...you will find one spot on your floor that is nice and sparkling clean and you can kneel there and stroke your cock which belongs to me, until you cum all over your nice clean spot on your floor. Now you have two choices. You can either lick it all clean right from the start, or you can kneel there (using your cushion) for 30 minutes, with your nose pressed to the floor right near the cum, and you can smell it. I know you don't like licking up your cum which I do love, so this is another option which will also please me.

And if this maid so chooses, you can have your ass full for me too...but I leave that to you this time, not sure if you are sore from the other day or not.

Have fun my sweet slutty maid...can't wait to see this report when I get home tomorrow.

And try to update your task report from The ORG there and on your blog, before you start this Monday Fun.

Mistress

Merry Christmas my Sweet Slut

2008-12-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

It is Christmas and almost a month already since we have started this new journey together. Hard to believe, because in some ways it has gone so fast, but in other ways it has been just right because we have grown together and gotten to know more about each other and most importantly, how we fit together. Neither of us wanted to rush into anything, so we have done this in our own way, without putting any pressure on each other. I have loved that. We had decided at the start you would call me Miss Marie, because neither of us were totally ready to accept that this relationship really is a full blown D/s. This was the first time for you and this being a Mistress was so new for me, that I think we made the right choice to just take it easy and get used to this new committment to each other.

I have enjoyed every moment with you, and I do feel like your Mistress and you are mine, and so my Christmas gift to you is that you may now start calling me Mistress. We talked about this and I know you want to, and I know it will carry more meaning with it, for us both, and I think that we are ready for that. I don't have any doubts about the relationship we evolved to...and I am very happy with you as my slut, and I have felt like your Mistress from day one, so I want you to start calling me Mistress.

Merry Christmas.
-Mistress

Frustrating Saturday

2008-12-21T03:35:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

Now that really was one surprising and frustrating Saturday.

Stroking before first roll was very easy.
And then I rolled 43. So no orgasm, but no problem either.

Second stint was again easy one, but my it was getting little harder.
And no luck with dice this time either. Rolled 55.

Third stint and two times stroking at public toilet. Christmas is coming and stores were crowded. And so were toilets. Good thing there's stalls for little privacy. And no luck yet with rolls. 51 and getting frustrated.

Fourth stint was hard one. Need some distraction so I started to browse your tasks to choose one.
Rolled 53. I suspect foul play. Where's my O. I need it.

Fifth stint. Rolled another 53. Seriously frustrated sam. Hard to concentrate. Can't think anything.

Sixth stint. Fucking 44. Dices hate me. Fucking unbelievable. Better watch a movie.

Seventh stint. Never finished this one. Just woke up at morning with headphones still on my head. Stiff and tender neck from sleeping in half sitting position. Getting better now though.

I used medium sized plug first, but changed it to small one before starting to work with computer. Just to making sitting longer time at once easier. Being plugged is fun, but six hours is still long time for me. But not too long if I don't have to do it daily. At least not yet. It might be different story later.

That was interesting, but very frustrating Saturday. I don't know it it's good or bad thing that I just fall asleep after 1 am. I didn't mean to. It just happened. And, well no O means that I probably have to do some begging today. I'm not so horny anymore than I was last night, but I do want to cum today. Maybe I just stroke a little while you're sleeping. Let see what happens today.

Thank you for frustratingly fun Saturday Miss Marie.

sam

Org task - Bottoms Up

2008-12-20T12:13:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

Here's report of Bottoms Up task I performed at Org.

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Assignment 1

in2kink,

Here toys I would like to buy:

Aneros MGX Prostate Massager.
Never used this kind of toy before and I'm curious about it.

Vibrating plug.
My vibrating plug is broken so new one is needed.

Rubber balls with string.
Looks like fun. Probably too big for me now, but later...

I won't buy any of these for this task, but all of these are toys I probably buy later.

I hope you approve my choises so I can continue to next part of this task.

sam

Assingment 2

in2kink,

Saturday evening.

It was fun. Well my knees hurt like hell, but that won't last long. And it was totally my own fault. Sometimes, when my knees have felt better for awhile, I just forgot that wishful thinking isn't enough.

So there I was choosing new toy. Horny, like I think I've been past month or two, eager and ready. Rubbing was over so soon that it almost felt disappointing, but then, best part was still left.
So when I leaned forward first feelings of sharp pain started. I did think if I should get small pillows under my knees, but desiced not to. It wouldn't take long to 'choose' that toy anyways. And it didn't, but with those little difficulties has made me unintentionally move a little and my position was probably far from ideal so you could almost say that choosing process was rigged. And nearest paper got almost all of my semen.

And then there was that licking and swallowing. With pillow under knees this time That position is humiliation, but being alone in home it doesn't feel like that. It would really need someone else to be there, watching and maybe laughing. And eating cum without gagging took all my concentration anyways.

I know this report might look like I didn't have much fun, but I did. I really did. Little bit of pain or disliking cum are just parts of big picture and big picture was that I did enjoy this part very much.
My orgasm wasn't mind blowing, but it was very satisfying. And therefore it was very nice reward for me.

sam

Assingment 3b & few thoughts

in2kink,

Sunday night.

No actual shopping this time. Using just normal medium size plug.

I hope you don't mind that I didn't "get completely naked" because I was naked already. I am naked most of the time anyways and I didn't think that actual act of undressing was important. I hope I was right.

Plug in and watching porn for fun. 15 minutes goes so fast when having fun. So kneeling again. And on pillow. Took only few minutes to cum. And this time it was powerful orgasm. And then couple of minutes more to start licking and then it was just over.

Few thoughts:

Tell me how you felt about the toy selection process.

Hmm. Different. I might actually use (if Miss Marie allows me) this method sometime for real.

Did you find any part of the task produced humiliating feelings for you?

Not really. After all I have done in past few months it takes more to humiliate me now.

Did performing the task arouse you?

Yes, very much.

what feelings did you experience knowing that you were masturbating and cumming for another straight male?

None. For some reason I haven't really notice any difference while performing either to male or female taskmaster. Live performance would be different thing though.

sam

P.S. And once again I screw up with colors of picture, that's why it's black & white.

Three Miss Marie's Tasks I'd like to perform

2008-12-20T11:56:00.000-08:00

Here's three of your Org task I would like to perform for you.

1. Choices To Cum

Because right now I have been stroking for you all day without cumming and I can't think anything but orgasm. And more seriously; this task has so many wonderful ways to cum.

2. Cumming In Your Corner

It's the whole task. I don't know what it is, but after reading it, I just knew that I want to perform this one.

3. Begging Me to PEE!!!

You love pee and bathroom control and I love to please you.

sam

Saturday Surprise For My Slut

2008-12-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

Just a little fun for you for Saturday since I am gone all day.

- I want you to select 3 of my Org tasks that you would like to perform and post them here and the reason why. I will be choosing one of them soon for you to do for me.

- I want your ass to be full for me for 6 hours straight...so if the medium plug gets to be too much, or your dildo, you will change down to the smaller one.

- I want 100 strokes every 30 minutes. At the end of every two hour interval you will roll the on line die 13 times and if the total is over 39, you may NOT cum, but if it is 39 or less, you must cum. We will let the die determine if you cum or how often you cum for me this day...but either way there will be 100 strokes every half hour.

All cum will be made into cum cubes to be added along with the other ones in the freezer...that is if you get to cum for me.

I think this is enough...and don't forget to cross post the report for in2kink here and the orgasm section set up on your side bar.

Miss Marie

Friday Pictures

2008-12-19T10:31:00.001-08:00

Just a little picture story to fullfill all that was required in naughty list.

Go to your corner.

And wait.

Plugged.

Thinking this.

Ready...

...to be...

...filled?

Just enjoy the feeling.

sam

Friday Naughty Fun

2008-12-19T10:30:00.001-08:00

Miss Marie,

Naughty list for week done.

1. Spend 20 Hours total with your ass full for me. You can be creative or use the same object for all 20 hours.

All done. Using just plugs and dildo. Before this week there was little break with my anal training so I thought that it would be nice to use just those. And there still is need for more training. That big plug is too big for me. More stretching is needed. And maybe bigger dildo.

Most of the plug time I was at home, but I did have some outdoor plug time too. Walking around with medium plug in my ass is easy and fun and I did that couple of time. And once I was outside with that dildo in my ass. It's a little big to be comfortable outside, but it still fun for short time. And now that it's cold outside and my winter coat covers my bottom I don't have to worry that bulge my dildo makes to my jeans.

2. Deliver 700 Spanks to your body, in all sorts of places, using all sorts of objects.

Hands, wooden spoon, crop and book used. Mostly to my bottom and thighs. And few spanks to nipples, cock and balls too. Those were just for you. I'm very thankful that you let me have all this spanking fun. It's the kind of pain I like most. And just thinking of spankings makes me horny. Thank you.

3. Take 13 pictures...you can be creative...that you will post through the week here on this blog.

How things have changed. Now I love taking pictures and videos. And posting them on blog. I still feel little shy and sometime posting them gives me awkward or little humiliated feeling, but it's mostly exciting, good kind of feeling. I just hope that you and others like my pictures too.

And to get enough pictures I took some naughty school girl pictures today.

4. Spend 100 minutes total...desperately waiting to pee for me

This one is written in Wednesday report.

5. I want my slut in heels for 30 hours this week.

I don't know what it really is, but I love wearing heels. Standing, walking or just sitting with them. It's not just "slutty" thing. I do love how they make my legs feel. And how differently I have to do everything while wearing them. That is slutty thing. I just wish that it would be normal thing for males to wear heels. I just can't (well, it's winter so couldn't anyway) make myself to wear them outside. There's limits to what I can do. Well, maybe little naughty maid outside at night thing, but that's it. At least for now. Who knows what I'm capable of doing later. With your guidance.

6. You will spend 40 hours bound in some way. You can be creative and choose different ways through the week.

I like this and don't like. My bad knees and back limits how I can tie myself. But those little things like cuffs, collar, hand tied to cock and balls, plastic wrap or combinations of those. I tried them all. And liked them. I wish I could think some little unnoticeable ways to use in public. To remind me of my ties to you. Not that I would really need reminders, but it would add more to that. And it would be so deliciously naughty fun.

7. Aside from filling your ass, I also want 500 fucks in and out of your ass. Be careful and pace yourself.

This one was like training for future. I have to do this more often to get used to it. It's easy to do, but it feels like something is still missing. Maybe I just need bigger thing to fuck myself. Or someone else to so fucking ;)

8. You will also send me 10 emails...in the subject line put "email #1" etc, so I know which ones you are OK with me posting on my blog once I have received all 10. You can use these to tell me just how horny you are, how much you love any of the things I am having you do, and so forth.

All done.

This was so fucking horny 5 days. And I loved them all. Being so horny for you. Doing things for you. Chatting with you. Cumming for you. All of this. I'm so happy and lucky to be your slut Miss Marie.

Thank you very much.

sam

Thursday means more pics and vids

2008-12-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

More naughty list fun done.

No more finished sections today, but so much fun.

2. Deliver 700 Spanks to your body, in all sorts of places, using all sorts of objects.

Mmm. First little clothespins spanking fun.

And then fun with riding crop.

And striped result of fun.

5. I want my slut in heels for 30 hours this week.

No need to be naked all the time.
Just wearing heels makes me feel slutty.

6. You will spend 40 hours bound in some way. You can be creative and choose different ways through the week.

Sleeping with anckle cuffs connected together was easy
way to get more hours done.

sam

Friday Fun For my Sweet, Sexy Slut

2008-12-18T21:47:00.000-08:00

Well my slut it seems you planned very well this week on your Naughty list and you are right on target to finish up Friday without concern. So...something extra for your to do.

You have done so nicely at staying FRUSTRATINGLY horny for me without me even telling you to....so....

Tomorrow you will be cumming 3 times for me, by your 11:00 pm. Each time you will cum into an ice cube tray so that you have three cum cubes for me frozen.

Enjoy this time, to cum three times. One you can do your way, any way you enjoy most to cum. One will be done with your ass full for me. And the other will be done in some way that you do only to please me. Be creative. You won't get chances all the time with instructions to cum like this, so enjoy it for all that it is.

Don't forget report and all needs to be posted no later than 11:59 pm your time. I will be home right after work and plan to read it as soon as it is posted or I return home...and then we will talk about it.

Have Fun!

And I will catch up comments on your blog this weekend.
Marie

Wednesday pics and video

2008-12-18T10:38:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

I'm going to write only some parts from list today and rest when they are either done or I have picture or videos about them.

2. Deliver 700 Spanks to your body, in all sorts of places, using all sorts of objects.

I love spankings. And I think that it's time to give some fun for you too.

This picture is some time after spanking. To show result.

4 . Spend 100 minutes total...desperately waiting to pee for me...

All done. Easier that I feared, but not fun at all. It was easier when I got to choose how long I wait at time, but when we were online same time there was that element of not knowing how long you will make me wait. But now I know that I can do this kind of waiting for you. Clothespins on nipples were just more like "have to remember" thing and fun add on. Not difficult. Sitting on toilet backwards, legs spread really made me feel slutty. It was fun. And stroking afterwards. Mmmm.

5. I want my slut in heels for 30 hours this week.

Almost done with this one. Fun. After spanking I decided to wear heels for a while and take a picture or two. To make Calais jealous ;) and to show some red ass for you.

And then there was night and our voice chats. I don't really know why I was a little silly in first one and didn't want orgasm. I do love being fucking horny for you, but it won't take me long after orgasm to be horny again. So what the hell I was thinking. But it was nice to chat with you anyways. I love your voice and chatting with you is always fun. Kinky or casual friend chat, doesn't matter. I love it both ways.

And you always win after all, if you want to win.

So after your first voice there was little text chatting and you just told me little bit of fun you had earlier. And just asked then if I wished I had begged. And yes, I was regretting that.

And after more than little stroking and some precum licking there was second voice chat.

No stubborn "I don't want to beg" thing or "I don't want to cum, I want to stay horny" this time.
Edging and begging (I really have to practice that). And permission to cum. But only if I moan. And I moaned for you. Better than last time, without any faking. It just came out, for you. And that orgasm was fucking good one. Thank you for letting me have that one Miss Marie.

Knowing that it's not my cum I asked what you want me to do with it. This time I had to rub it in my ass crack and leave it there until morning shower. And there it stayed until shower.

sam

P.S. I'm sure that you know I wasn't really resisting. You know that I will cum for you every time you really want it, don't you. I have no choice. And I love that.

Monday & Tuesday

2008-12-17T02:22:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

My Monday and Tuesday were more like getting used to naughty activities and trying different ways. Wednesday is going to be first day with more fun and maybe some pictures.

1. Spend 20 Hours total with your ass full for me. You can be creative or use the same object for all 20 hours.

Just using medium plug so far. 15 hours left.

2. Deliver 700 Spanks to your body, in all sorts of places, using all sorts of objects.

Saving this fun for later. All spanks left.

3. Take 13 pictures...you can be creative...that you will post through the week here on this blog.

Starting today with these, I think.

4. Spend 100 minutes total...desperately waiting to pee for me...and when you are desperate to pee...I would like you to sit on your toilet, backwards, legs spread wide, and clothespins on your nipples. You will keep these pins on the toilet tank for easy remembering. When you are done peeing you will also stroke your cock 100 times, but may not cum then.

Only 20 minutes left. It's getting easier, but I don't like it very much. Almost forget clothespins one time, but having them on toilet tank saved me from mistake. I did notice them at last moment.

5. I want my slut in heels for 30 hours this week.

I just love heels. 20 hours fun left.

6. You will spend 40 hours bound in some way. You can be creative and choose different ways through the week.

Wow. 8 hours every day. This one needed little thinking before starting. So far; cuffs, left hand tied to cock and balls, feet tied to chair, wrist cuffs connected to collar and so on. Mostly just trying different thing. 24 hours left.

7. Aside from filling your ass, I also want 500 fucks in and out of your ass. Be careful and pace yourself.

All left. Maybe making a video later. For all to watch in this blog.

8. You will also send me 10 emails...in the subject line put "email #1" etc, so I know which ones you are ok with me posting on my blog once I have received all 10. You can use these to tell me just how horny you are, how much you love any of the things I am having you do, and so forth.

1 sent.

All in all this is fun, and it's getting even more fun now that I have tried more things and know better what to do and how long.

Thank you.

sam

Monday cubes

2008-12-15T17:56:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

Like you know I was out of town part of the day and got back home at night and right now I'm a little tipsy. So pee cube update now and rest of day tomorrow

When I was reading your instructions and got to the blindfold part I was so sure that one of those cubes is going into my mouth. But I got lucky this time.

I used those cubes one at time. Starting by melting one on my genitals. Fun, because it was regular ice cube. Or was it? I don't know. But before I started I thought that I would know. They were all just cold and smelled like pee. Trust me, I did smell each and every one. In my mind. In reality I couldn't really smell them. And that first one was easy also because I get to rub my cock with it. That's always fun.

Second cube was little harder. On my stomach and chest avoiding nipples. But just thinking that I do it for you made it relatively easy.

Third one was for nipples only cube. Very easy. I like almost anything that teases my nipples.

Fourth one was hard. Above shoulders cube. Neck and cheeks and chin. But no forehead. I didn't want to get anything to trickle to my eyes. Blindfold or not. My thoughts started to drift from "I'm doing this to you and it's fun" to "fuck, I'm melting something that might be pee cube on my face". Had to just do the rest. Without thinking much of it. Got it done.

Fifth one was all over my body. Just moving it from thighs to stomach and chest and... Easy one if I didn't think of what I was doing. I mean thinking too much of it. Just do the deed.

Sixth was for my back and ass cheek. Over and between them. Back of my legs and so on. Quite easy one, but that probably because this time I was thinking that it's over soon. And it was.

And result of all of this was happy (because did it), but not so turned on slut. But hot shower and so fucking much of soap helped me to feel like happy little horny slut again.

Playing with pee is not my favorite, but knowing how much you like me to do it helps a lot. But right now I don't want to think about rest of the pee cubes in my freezer.

Thank you Miss Marie for this new experience.

sam

Thursday/Friday update

2008-12-14T03:29:00.000-08:00

Just quick Thursday night and Friday update.

Thursday night.

About 2:30 am I was chatting with Miss Marie when she said to me: "you are a very good slut...well I want you to cum for me again tonight in bed...and take your cum and rub it all over your feet and then put socks on ... ...it will stay there till morning"

Hmm. It was fun. Sleepy sam and relaxing orgasm. It felt little weird to rub cum on my feet, but it's not my cum or decision anymore. So I just rubbed it and put my socks on. And it doesn't really feel uncomfortable or anything like that. It was just weird thing for me to do. And fun. It's always fun to do things for Miss Marie.

Friday.

From same chat yesterday: "well tomorrow when you go out I would love for you to put purple polish on just your two thumbs"

Just your two thumbs? Yeah, right. Like I wanted it to be all finger nails. Just thumbs are enough. But it turns out to be easy. Weather was lousy so I have to wear gloves outside to avoid turning my fingers to ice sticks. And inside stores I just refused to think that having violet thumbnails is anything but normal. Little self-deception always helps :) And people are too damn polite these days. No stares or funny looks. Little disappointment for me. Not, really better take small steps at time. And I didn't met anyone I know, so it was easy in that way too. But knowing you, I'm sure that there's more to come.

sam

Monday Means Fun For Miss Marie

2008-12-13T07:33:00.000-08:00

On Monday I have some plans for my slut.

First...I really want you to have more audio recordings at my blog...as I do love anything my sluts say to me...and you just do not have your voice there enough. So you can either write me up something that explains how you feel about us, how you feel about being my slut, or you can find a poem you think I would like and record yourself saying it to me. I want this recording to be between 2-5 minutes long. Don't be scared...I will love any of it, even if a word is not pronouced perfectly. I love your voice and I want to hear more of it any time I want to, which is why the recording is a nice idea.

Also...I think I have made my sweet slut sweat out enough by now...those lovely pee cubes sitting in your freezer.

So what you will do is mix 3 regular ice cubes and 3 pee cubes into a bowl, go to your shower...and put a blindfold on and a clothespin on your nose, so you will need to breathe through your mouth. You will mix these up so you don't know what one you are picking up. Each cube will be melted onto your body, any place you want it. I want behind your neck, back, chest, nipples, stomach, cock and balls, legs, and even your cheeks. You won't know which one is which, as you use them, but my slut does love to play with ice so you can consider this your reward for pushing yourself with that recording...and sometimes a reward is even a tiny push forward.

Have fun and make me proud...I know my sweet slut will. Your recording will be posted here and on my blog.

Miss Marie

A Naughty List for the Coming Week

2008-12-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

My slut...this week I am going to give you a naughty list of things to accomplish as you go about your week. You can work these in any way you want to...break them down into any time frames, and this will be in addition to anything else I may ask of you as the week goes on. You may start at your Monday morning and will have until your Friday night at 11:59 PM to finish.

Spend 20 Hours total with your ass full for me. You can be creative or use the same object for all 20 hours.
Deliver 700 Spanks to your body, in all sorts of places, using all sorts of objects.
Take 13 pictures...you can be creative...that you will post through the week here on this blog.
Spend 100 minutes total...desperately waiting to pee for me...and when you are desperate to pee...I would like you to sit on your toilet, backwards, legs spread wide, and clothespins on your nipples. You will keep these pins on the toilet tank for easy remembering. When you are done peeing you will also stroke your cock 100 times, but may not cum then.
I want my slut in heels for 30 hours this week.
You will spend 40 hours bound in some way. You can be creative and choose different ways through the week.
Aside from filling your ass, I also want 500 fucks in and out of your ass. Be careful and pace yourself.
You will also send me 10 emails...in the subject line put "email #1" etc, so I know which ones you are ok with me posting on my blog once I have received all 10. You can use these to tell me just how horny you are, how much you love any of the things I am having you do, and so forth.

Now at the end of each night, you will make a report, with part of your other reporting, from other things I may have you do this week, or by itself and tell me what you have gotten done so far and how you feel.

Have fun my sweet slut!

Miss Marie

Sam's long Tuesday

2008-12-12T18:29:00.000-08:00

Tuesday that ended at Thursday.

Tuesday:

Headache and lousy feeling. Turns out later that it was migraine. Headache won and sam lose. Just resting and sleeping.

Wednesday:

No headache when I woke up, but weak feeling. And tired all day and little headache back at evening and I just fall asleep, unintentionally. And this was first time when I misunderstand Miss Marie's directions. But I did get something done.

Honey, I knew it is sticky, but I had no idea how sticky it really is. On cock and balls.
I was so ready, thanks to all that stroking without cumming, to take those honey pictures for Miss Honey. So there I was; naked and erect, with camera and bottle of honey. Pouring honey on my cock and balls. Camera taking pictures all by itself. And all this made me feel like losing erection little bit too early. So I just thought that couple of strokes and I'll be ready to take more pictures. Right. Just try to masturbate with all that honey on cock. Did I say that it's fucking sticky. And not a a arousing feeling at all. But I did manage to both take few more decent pictures and smear everything near me with honey.

And then I sent those pictures to Miss Honey. And started to think second pics. Mistake. I did read instructions carefully, but for some reason I didn't understand them correctly. And to make matters worse my lousy feeling and tiredness was too much and I just fall asleep.

Thursday:

Finally feeling perfectly well again. And after little chat with Miss Marie, everything was OK again. Migraines and misunderstanding. Things just happens sometimes. Thank you for your understanding Miss Marie.

More stroking to be ready for making that video. More instructions from Miss Marie. And some more from Miss Honey.

Making Video:

Shower first. Writing "I am cumming for Miss Honey and for Miss Marie's pleasure" on my left palm.
And HONEY on my stomach, just above panties I'm wearing for Miss Honey. Makes me feel horny. Not writing to my body itself, but doing it for others. Knowing that they want me to do it.
Facing away from camera, pulling panties down for Miss Honey, fun. Turning to face camera, stroking. Cumming on my left palm. Pouring little honey on it and mixing it with right index finger. All fun to this point, but this is where my submission really starts. I hate the taste of my cum. And how it feels in my mouth. I don't like taste of honey. It's too sweet for my taste. Much too sweet.

After licking my index finger clean I somehow manage to say "yummy". Like anyone would believe me. But I though that it would be fun to say that. And it was. And licking that palm. Yuck. I just couldn't think much, just get it done. And I did lick it all. And swallowed too. For Miss Honey and Miss Marie. Thank you both. Doing it for you made it worth it.

sam

Cuffed Monday

2008-12-10T20:48:00.000-08:00

Yes, it was second Monday.

Miss Marie,

My Sunday task continued until Monday and... Damn it. Time zones again. Lets just say that I started my Monday little late.

There was little problem with those ankle and wrist cuffs. Chains that are used to connect them together are not removable. First it was just fun; little rattling noise and so on. But after I almost broke drinking glass with one chain, I had to use tape to connect those chains to cuffs in a way they wouldn't hang free. That looked ugly, but worked.

I did get used to wearing them quite fast but you just don't stop noticing that there's some on your wrists and ankles. Something there normally isn't.

What it means to be mine?

I feel like myself. Like this is something I have missed long time, without even knowing it. Like something were missing before but not anymore. It makes me happy and gives me a feeling of being cared.

Does it make you feel secure?

Yes it does. It gives me courage to do things I wouldn't do otherwise. I do trust you and that makes everything easier. I feel more open and safe.

Do you like being bound for me?

Yes I do. It makes me feel like I'm tied to you in many ways, not only physical restrains. And it makes me want to try more of this kind of things.

sam

Tuesday Teasings for a Hottie and a Honey

2008-12-08T14:23:00.000-08:00

My Slut...tomorrow my slut is going to take some pictures to please Miss Honey for her brand new site, Honey's Hotties. For one picture you are going to spread Honey all over your cock and your balls, very thick and take a picture of your balls and cock with the jar of honey just under your balls, or sitting up against your leg. I want your legs spread.

For the second picture, you are to go to Miss Honey on IM if she is online tomorrow or you will email her, and give her 2-3 hours to reply. You will think of where you want to write her name on your body and what position you want to be in, and then you will tell her this and ask her if there is anything else she would like for you to add to it to please her.

You will stroke yourself often all day long until these pictures are sent to her. You will tell Miss Honey that Miss Marie is not going to allow you another orgasm until she has posted your pictures on her Honey's Hotties blog. Until then...no cumming for my slut, but you will stay horny and eager and ready and looking at her blog often for updates. You might not want to rely on the blog roll to update, so check her blog often. You can beg her if she is available and able to talk to you... but I will not let you cum until she has decided you are hot enough to be put onto her blog.

When you do cum after your pictures are on her blog, you will take your cum and put it into the palm of your hand, on video (to be posted to your private blog) and then mix some honey with it and then lick it clean for me and Miss Honey. You will on your video lean down, show us your face, and thank me and Miss Honey and allowing you this fun and allowing you to cum for us and to lick it up and eat it with something so sweet as Honey.

Please her and you will please me....convince her how badly you want to be a Honey's Hottie and you will cum very hard for us, like the good, fucking horny slut you are, and then you will amuse us with this sexy video that we are both eager for!

It is possible this will not all be completed on Tuesday...so even if this goes into Wed, or longer, depending on Miss Honey...that is ok!

Make me proud.

Marie

Dirty words and...

2008-12-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

Text below is copy of my post at the Org. Releated to Sunday Words and Tortures

Miss Marie & other participants,

Thank you all for taking part of this fun and, to be honest, not very humiliating 'task'. I don't know what the hell has happened, but you all (especially Miss Marie) have ruined my modesty. Thank you for that :D

Reading some of these words was little hard, but when I started to write those it was just fun. Even these pictures were fun to take and posting them, hmm lets just say that I hope that you like them too.

And psycho42; you're right. Evil tortures are fun, even when I screw up with first wax video and 'have' to make second one. But my balls are not really made for this kind of 'fun'. I just can't hit them harder. That might be mental thing. As a kid I once got hit from really fast moving hard object (football at soccer game) straight to my balls. Even memory of that makes me wanna puke. But enough with that and back to fun.

Here are pictures of those lovely words, little evil wax torture and my cum on "Miss Marie's Property" to show to all that it's not actually my, but Miss Marie's cum. And that she can do what ever she wants with it.

My blog has two videos from this 'task'. Evil wax torture and evil wooden spoon torture. You are all welcome to come and read my blog or just to watch those videos.

Thank you all.

sam

P.S. Don't bother to count wax drops on video. I was carefull to get exactly 31 drops first time, but with this second one. Not so much. It's more for you to have something fun to watch.

Additional report (Saturday morning play)

2008-12-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

There was more to come, but I didn't know that when posting Friday report.

Miss Marie,

Writing about our Friday night/Saturday morning ( damn time zone problems) is quite difficult. For me it was about 8am and no sleep at that night. So I was very tired and sleepy. And because of that it's like misty memory in my mind. But it was fun. Very much fun like always. And every time I feel more and more relaxed and it comes more naturally for me. And therefore more spontaneous and fun. And I think that you have noticed that too. Of course you have. Hey, you actually made me moan. And that's something.

And I did have a little mixed feelings. Same time I wanted to be your fucking horny slut, wanted to cum, and above all was my need and desire to please you. And you did made me please you, and I hope I succeeded. After few edges you allowed, or maybe it's more truthful to say that you wanted me to cum. And cum I did. And loved it. And rubbed that cum on my chest to be washed away only after my sleep. Thank you for that orgasm Miss Marie.

After that I was so tired that I have to ask if we could stop. I was thinking that while it might be rude or impolite from my part to ask if we could stop, it would be even more impolite to just fell asleep while chatting. And you were kind enough to let me stop and get some sleep. Thank you Miss Marie.

sam

Monday Again My Slut

2008-12-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

Well, here we are at our second Monday with you as my slut. So 2 Mondays and Monday just happens to be the first day of the work week, so I think we will go for 21 today. 21 hours with your wrist and ankle restraints on. You can start anytime you like from when this is posted and they only come off if you leave your house, or will be wet. The time you are not home or wet will not count toward your time. With these around you, not even bound together, I want you to think about how you are bound to me. What it means to be mine. Does it make you feel secure? Do you like being bound for me? I want you to feel the extra weight of these as you do things, and remember, that any time I could bind you in many more ways than just this.

Also, you will make a post about our play time Friday night/Your Saturday Morning.

And you will request that task from The ORG.

Make me proud.
Miss Marie

Sunday Words and Tortures

2008-12-06T17:58:00.000-08:00

As cross posted from The ORG:

Thank you so much to all who joined in to help me humiliate my slut here at The ORG. Your words were creative, dirty, sexy, slutty and even some that I know will really push my sweet slut, sam.

I know that this provided me much amusement to see you join in, and to know each day my slut was checking, off and on all day, to see if anyone was joining in and marking him up. It was also fun for me when he begged you all for more words! This had the perfect effect I was hoping for.

So, when I compiled the list and removed some duplicates, I came up with 44 words going on my slut's body. That means he is lacking 31 and for that he will pay :).

So my slut, sam, you will write the following list of words on your body. I want the word "Miss Marie's Property" written in larger letters in the center of your chest/belly area. Then all around it, all on your chest and belly, you will write all the other words.

Miss Marie's Property
Naughty
Sexy
Tease
Torture
naked
Dick
Slut
Cum Eater
ballsack
teabagged
ass
slave
sperm
anal
whore
masochist
butt licker
piss slut
toy
pussy breath
receptacle
cum breath
fucker
wad
worthless
plugged
hole
meat
lowly
boy
play thing
sissy slut
horny
slit licker
sissy whore
filthy
humility
rimmer
good boy
obedient
trustworthy
respectful
honest

OK, so once you have all of your writing done, and I will leave it to your choice if you do this all in permanent markers (I feel you would be ok, as I have done 100 before) or to use some marker and some eye liner. Then I want the picture posted up close of just your chest/belly so we can read all this lovely words!

Then I want you to stroke a while, not so much to edge, but to get super horny for us all...and then you are to drip 31 drops of wax on your cock and your balls and take a picture of that. That will start you out making up for the 31 missing words.

Next you will take your wax off and then you will use your wooden spoon and give your cock 31 spanks and your balls 31 spanks and will make a video up nice and close to your cock and balls, of you spanking them, to be posted on Sam Submits blog. I want to hear my slut moan and groan as you spank yourself for our pleasure.

When you are done and recovered you will make a post here, thanking everyone, and invite all to read your blog as well as watch the video there. The pictures you take for this will be posted here at The ORG as well as on your blog post.

Have fun my slut.

Miss Marie

Tasks I wouldn't normally choose.

2008-12-05T17:58:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

These are tasks I wouldn't normally choose to perform, but which I could perform to please you.

Bottom's Up
This one has many elements I love (like plugs, pictures, humiliation etc) but there's also swallowing my seamen. I don't like that and probably never get used to it.

Cum little doggie
Animalism. Mental thing.

Cumopoly: a board game
Very tempting one to choose, but might be too much as whole. Or not.

Self Pleasure at the Hands of Master
Many edges and denial. Not my favorite.

Write With Me
My Egnnliwsh sucks and I can't write fiction. Would love to be able.

sam

Sam's Friday

2008-12-05T16:56:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

New sleep pattern is starting to work. I woke up about 11am. And while I've been little tired whole day, it's now bearable.

And today's fun isn't physically hard so everything was and is OK.

After morning shower and some personal things I put back those same panties and bra I had yesterday, and because slut wants to be fresh and clean I had hand washed them quickly before going to sleep last night.

Before I left home for little shopping trip I checked that wand is fully charged for later use. It was. I was ready too. Little nervous and eager for new adventures. So cafe was first place to visit. After I sat down and opened my coat I saw two little tens on my t-shirt. That bra pushed shirt like I had little perky breasts. Damn. I was in my regular cafe so I really didn't want anyone to notice that, so I quickly closed my coat again. And I hope that I was quick enough. At least I didn't notice any strange looks from other customers. After I finished my coffee it was time for first mirror kissing. Just to get things started, so nothing fancy or daring. Just going to toilet, little lipstick on and kiss. And then to stall. Raising my shirt and bra I attached clothes pins on nipples for five minutes. Other end of pins pointing downward. Sitting on toilet seat. Simple and safe. But still, made me quite nervous. And little horny too.

And home again. Lunch and little planning for other four kissing and pins sessions. And little bit of vibrating fun. And little more. But not enough to edge, just to keep me horny. I put result of my planning to pockets of my winter coat and left home.

More coffee for me. This time it was cafe I don't normally go so I though that I can ignore those little tents on my t-shirt. I wish. I just has to take paper and read it in way it blocked view to me from others. And I drank my coffee fast. But didn't close my coat. I felt like blushing but when I was in front of mirror I saw that I wasn't. Just embarrassing feeling. So more lipstick and quick kiss. And to stall. This time I put those clothes pins on the way that they pointed straight away from my chest. Horizontally. Not much pain. But little more horniness. No problem keeping my hands off. While wiping my lipstick off I was wondering if I remember to do that first time. Couldn't remember, but I must have because I didn't notice anything while putting lipstick on this time. So I was evidently more nervous than I though. Have to be more careful.

Little bit of walking outside to ease my nerves. Not long walk, just to my next destination.

Big department store. First to toilet. This time I was not so lucky. Had to wait almost 20 minutes before it seems that it would be empty. And then it was again same ritual; lipstick, quick kiss and to stall. Close call this time. I was just closing stall door when someone came in. Not really a problem though, he can't possibly tell who has kissed that mirror. And I was calm enough to wipe my lips this time. Not all of it I tried to left just a little on my lips in case I had change and nerve to do...
I took other set of clothes pins from my pocket. I had tied a short string to then so I could pull them a little. Bra and shirt up and under my chin. Clothes pins to my nipples and string to my mouth. And there I sat. Waiting. Nipples starting to hurt a little. But just a little. They are used to have clothes pins on them for short periods. Longer time is more trouble though.

Just walking around store. This is huge one. Many floors and sections. And lots of mirrors. And one fucking nervous slut. And finally I got my opportunity. Mirror and no one but me near it. Quick stop, kiss, just a faint mark (did wipe little too much of it) of lips on mirror. And I almost run away. But just barely could keep my calm not to run. That would have raised unwanted attention. And I was so nervous that I decided not to do that kind of thing again in near future. At least not voluntary. And to to toilet again. Not the same one, but other one, other floor. And now I didn't have to care if I was alone or not so just in and to stall. Shirt and bra up, clothes pins on and bra back down. It push those pins so they did hurt more. And I just sit there waiting my heart to stop beating so damn quick.

On my way back to home I stopped at restaurant. Drank bottle of beer and went to toilet. I was little tired and wanted this kissing part to end. It was fun, but being nervous long time is quite hard too. This was toilet for one, like those ones at both cafes so I just added lipstick kissed mirror and wiped lipstick off. And in stall I took my last pair of clothes pins. This pair had little weights attached to them with very short string. I remove my coat, shirt and bra completely and attached those clothes pins. This time it really hurted. I felt need to pee so jeans and panties (they were hmm. stained from precum) went down to my knees and I sat down. Did my deed and waited that five minutes minutes to end. And home I went.

Rest of the day was just being at home and occasional teasing with wand. Enough to keep me very horny and couple of edges, but mostly just teasing kind of wand work. Kept me frustrating but not desperate. I thing that it's most likely that my little tired feeling helped to avoid desperate need to cum.

Thank you for one more fun day Miss Marie.

sam

Friday, Vibrating, Horny, Kisses

2008-12-04T20:43:00.000-08:00

Oh my Slut it is Friday again, and I think time for you to go out there in the world again and be MY slut.

Today you will be needing your red lipstick. I want you to find me 5 public mirrors to kiss and leave your very sexy red lips behind. This will challenge you a bit, but I know you can find a way to do this for me, just be careful. Tomorrow is
the 5th of the month, so that is why I want 5 red kisses.

For each red kiss, you will sit in the bathroom stall, with clothespins on your nipples for 5 minutes. Each time you will attach them in a different way than the time before. Enjoy this my slut, and know that I love how humiliated this will make you, and how your heart will race. I love this and I believe you can do this. You have come so far already.

And then at home comes the horny and vibrating part. You are not allowed to touch your cock today skin to skin. You may however use your new wand all you like, but NO cumming. You have been such a very good slut all week, that you deserve a reward, and since my slut LOVES being this horny for me, I am going to leave you horny today again. Of course if you feel compelled to beg me for anyhing you may, but otherwise I am going to reward you with that HORNY feeling you crave being for me.

Enjoy my slut and keep me updated!
Marie

Sam's Thursday

2008-12-04T17:38:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

Even harder day that yesterday. Even more tired. But fun day. At morning I went to shop those new lingeries I told you. At shop I change my mind and bought other set. To give boobs more support.

At home I took a shower and shaved my legs, genitals, stomach, chest and armpits. And put nice re nail color on all 10 nails. Made me feel slutty, not feminine, just slutty.

And then it was time to Thursday Titilating Fun.

Plug in, lingerie and heels on. And boobs. Why boobs are so much fun to think, but so much trouble having them. They get on way when doing things, and my boobs tried to fall off every time when I bend over. And they did fall off. Well, not both of them just right one. Five times. First it was fun, but after three times fun was gone and it was just annoying. To remember to be careful and drop that boob anyway. I'm sure that it would be fun to worry not to show too much (real)cleavage when doing things, but worrying that boobs fall off. That's other thing.

Other than that falling boob thing I loved wearing these new things for you. And rubbing myself though panties. What can I say, couldn't keep my hands away long time. One rub now and other then and... Very much fun, but little frustrating too. But that did keep me horny all day long, even when feeling very tired. I even edged ones that way. Could have done more than one, but it felt different than normal edge so I decided to be careful and just keep myself turned on.

Being plugged for you is just fun and I'm so used to it now that I don't have to think about it much. It feels nice and reminds me that it's your ass now. And those heels, I don't know why, but I just love to wear them.

Groping my boobs on front of mirror felt very strange first and also fun in some level. And my body heat kept that water in bal..ooops... and my boobs felt surprisingly warm. After few times that started to feel more natural and with little rubbing at same time it was fun. After I get my mind in to it. Thinking that you were there watching me.

And just watching TV or reading book and being you slut same time is fun.

Sitting while peeing. No problem for me. It's easy to remember. At least when wearing panties and bra for you. And knowing how you like to control pee related things. Wiping was more difficult to remember but did that without mistakes too

But at the end of day my exhaustion took over and I just fall asleep in chair while waiting you coming from work. But that's just being so fucking tired. It wears off in couple of day.

Thank you for this day Miss Marie.

sam

Thursday Titilating Fun

2008-12-03T19:12:00.000-08:00

My Slut,

I read your email...and I know you are excited, tired, happy, sleepy, horny, exhausted and many emotions, but I ask you to give me the trust that you have for me, trust me to keep all of this in mind as I plan things for you. Just trust in me. If anything becomes too much you can always say, so unless that happens, just relax, and trust me.

Now, I asked you if you had anything you wanted me to keep in mind as I planned Thursday. I was looking to see if you were going to plead with me to let you cum for me, but you didn't. So I can only assume that as horny as HUMPING Wed made you, you were not horny enough yet to plead with me.

So Thursday will be a nice day.

- At all times you are awake and in your home, you will be wearing that new bra and panty set you bought for slut task 2. I want that bra filled out to the max, with balloons. This time I will allow you to get used to wearing these new boobs all day, filled with water. Next time, it may be pee, so take care and be careful or next time you might end up with a pee flood coming from your sexy tits. I want you to take chances to stand in front of a mirror and just thrust your tits out, and show them off. Grope them like you would someone elses. I want them touched and played with.

I think sluts prancing around in sexy panties need to be filled. So you will spend 3 hours with your ass full for me. Take times to bend over by your mirror and look at the indent of the plug, on your panties. :) very sexy.

And I also want you to wear your heels for 5 hours today. You can count even time just sitting around, relaxing.

Good sluts rub themselves through their panties, and so all day you can touch as much as you like, but you will only be allowed to touch yourself through your panties, no direct skin contact. I want you to be aroused and leaking nice wet spots on those panties.

I would like a picture of you standing in your heels, panties and bra. Then I want one of you thrusting your chest out for me. And one of you bending over where I can see the plug outline through your panties.

The rest of the day, when you are not taking pictures, I want you to be relaxing, until around the time I come home and you are writing your report. Watch TV, read, do whatever, but nothing exerting. You can rest and be my slut at the same time, I will see to that. You will come to me, in your heels, panties and bra, still stuffed. Then we will see if you are horny for me.

Oh and just one more thing...good sexy ones who wear bras and panties, need to sit while they pee, so my slut will sit, and pee, but have your legs spread wide for me, and remember to wipe your pee hole with toilet paper each time.

Enjoy your day my sweet slut...make me proud, and enjoy this day of slutty relaxing fun I have given you.

Miss Marie

Jet lag Wednesday

2008-12-03T14:55:00.000-08:00

...or was it Wednesday Fun

Miss Marie,

How to suffer Jet lag without leaving home. I could write a book about it, but lets just leave that now.
Fucking hard humping day. Adjusting my sleep pattern started to take it's toll today.

Morning hump went well, and I was nicely aroused almost before I realize what I was doing. And that was good. Mostly because last night I kinda like just fall asleep in middle of doing evening things, before evening pee, so my bladder was full. Very full. And also because being little groggy, I'm not a morning person, I didn't really know what I was doing. I mean, just think about it. You wake up and start humping your pillow. But it was fun. And I had no choice, but still. Who starts morning with humping pillow? Anyone? Can't see any raised hands. Just what I thought.

And that was just a start.

And almost end of my report. How can you write and tell publicly how you humped chairs and couch and bed and just about everything. And liked it. Not the humping itself, but doing it for Miss Marie. There's that humiliating effect and then there's just how to make it sound interesting with my limited English vocabulary. I ain't no Anais Nin.

Let's just say that I was humping everything, all day. For you, Miss Marie. And for me too. It was the way you let me use my cock today. And used it is now. Almost as tired as I am. But leaking and wanting to be touched. But it's only ten minutes to midnight now, so I think that humping is done now.

Oh, yes. And humping with tied up cock and balls. Even more fun. But little difficult sometimes. But it was little different kind of fun. And tugging was fun. I just wish it would have been you. Tugging. And watching me hump those furnitures. And after untying my cock you could have spank my cock with riding crop. Now I did it for you. 30 moderate hits on my cock. I liked that.

Heels with male clothing. Just fucking fun. It seems that it is just wearing those heel that I like. Regardless of clothes or lack of them. Or what I do when wearing them. It's just fun. And humping with them on was different. I can only think how much fun that would have been naked. Now I was wearing jeans and t shirt with those heels. And humping with jeans was not so pleasurable. More like frustrating.

And now I just sit here. Wondering what tomorrow brings to me.

Thank you Miss Marie.

sam

Some Wednesday Fun for my Slut

2008-12-02T17:29:00.000-08:00

My slut,

It is Wed, and you know, not sure about where you live, but where I live, Wed is considered HUMP day, and so my slut, is going to HUMP. When you first wake, before peeing, I want you up on your bed, humping your pillow till you are nicely aroused. Then STOP.

During your day you will take chances to HUMP your chairs, couch, bed, etc...and piece of furniture you walk by that can be humped you will hump for approximately one minute.

You may not touch your cock in any other way besides this lovely HUMPING. I want your cock well used, but not by your hand.

In addition, you will spend 1 hour with your cock and balls tied (not so tight you can't last an hour) and will keep a lead of rope coming from it. Off and on, more on than off, I want you tugging that rope to pull this cock I own, so nicely. You must still do your HUMPING even while tied up.

Once you untie your cock and balls, I want 30 spanks to your cock with an item of your choice.

In addition, my slut will wear heels for 4 hours, does not need to be all at once. The only difference is that this time you will be dressed fully as a man, but wearing heels (you can skip the socks). You will still HUMP even when dressed.

And I have already decided that there will be no cumming for you tomorrow. I want my HUMPING slut to be good and horny, for ME, and so I want your cock to throb with need that only I can fulfill for you. So, for my pleasure on this HUMP day Wed, you will NOT cum, but you will stay nice and horny for me.

Have fun my slut.
Miss Marie

Sam's Teasing Tuesday

2008-12-02T15:55:00.001-08:00

Miss Marie,

Teasing Tuesday was very much fun.

I am horny. I want to cum, but I also like to be so fucking horny for you. That makes me wonder if I should say no, no I don't want to cum. That I want to be so fucking horny and frustrated that I would really do almost anything to get permission to cum. But could I stand it. What if I would fail and cum without permission. What would you do then.

You and I both know that when I cum for you it won't take long for me to horny again. I'm like some kind of Pavlovian slut, you just ask me if I'm horny and snap, I am. Instantly. It's fun. Being horny for you, all the fucking time.

These kind of thoughts went through my mind while watching porn and reading stories. I was more thinking than really watching those clips. In your comment to my Sunday fun is one thing that I can't get out of my head. This one: "I am glad you loved your little treat with this humiliation too! I know this is the kind of thing that my slut loves, and I will find ways to make sure you experience that, in ways that also please me. "

That scares the shit out of me, but it's good kind of scary feeling. And it makes me even more turned on. Not to mention how I feel now. Writing this to all who read this. My cheeks are red from embarrassment, but I have this funny feeling inside me. I'm waiting what kind of things you will make me do.

Now where's that thong. There's something that needs to be wiped :)

And thank you for spanking my bottom. Using your hands. I was kneeling in living room and hitting my bottom. Slowly. Thinking that you would do it slowly, making me feel every hit before next one. It started to burn, but it was not so bad. I was trying to hit hard enough to follow this: "50 hard as you can safely tolerate".

But at the end I found out that I could have take more. I did hit hard, but maybe 50 to each cheek with my hands just is not enough to me.

And thank you for that ice. My nipples are not in pain anymore. Little bruised, but in good condition.

And now, I'll just wait here for you and trying to think if I should ask for denial or orgasm. Both choices are so tempting. We'll see that.
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After voice chat with Miss Marie.

How silly can slut be sometime. Not wanting to cum. Silly, silly slut :)

I'm so pleased and happy now.

I put that thong in my mouth couple of minutes before time. It's little hard at first, but after it's get easier after it's wet with saliva.

For start you made me kneel on my bed. And just wait. It's so boring. Almost like standing in corner. Just kneel there, nothing to do, and no permission to touch myself. Mind starts to wonder and need to touch grows. And all you can do is kneel there. Boring. But also fun in some level. Just do what you're told. Period.

And then you came back and we started talking. And I started to tease myself with 'Hitachi like' magic wand. And by stroking. And now it went much better than last time when I had trouble with cumming. I can't remember when I have edged 6 times in so short time. And being so horny that I forget couple of times to say thank you. But I will learn that soon. Thank you for understanding that I'm still learning. Even basic things can be hard when edging and talking and listening foreign language. And finally you gave me permission to cum. And cum I did. So relaxing and pleasurable orgasm. Thank you for that. But of course there was some fun for you too at the end; now I'm sitting here with dried cum on my lips and stomach. And on my cock too. But after posting this I can go and wash them off. But I think that I just lick my lips clean and wash rest of it. For you.

Thank you for another wonderful day Miss Marie.

sam

First Thoughts of Being Miss Marie's Slut

2008-12-02T10:44:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

First I want to say that these days being owned by you have been fun. And very much like I thought this would be, at the start I mean. But I know that it's just a beginning and relatively easy for me. We'll see how I think when I'm back at work and tired.

I'm still adjusting my mind to all this. There has not been any problems with it, but this is so big change in my life that it takes little time. Until now I could have always think me first (benefits of living alone). But now that has changed. You come first. And I love it.

I love my rules. They are not harsh or difficult, but they remind me of you. And my status of being your slut. My duties so far has not been so difficult, but I think that it's just wise to start little easy.

I love little surprises you have for me. Like that Black Friday Fun. It was a surprise start. And I love that I can trust you. I don't have to fear that you would expect me to do something that's so far outside my comfort zone, that it would be impossible to do it. And I love your little pushes. They help me to expand my experience.

And I love giving you control.

I love being your slut

sam

Sam's Easy Monday

2008-12-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

Thank you for easy Monday. I was tired whole day and taking it easy was good thing today.
All slut task reports are finally done and posted and I'm catching up with other things too.

So my pee times and die rolls were:

11:42 Rolled 42. Damn. I really need to pee, but what I can do. Just wait.
I was thinking your beautiful smile.

After that I was most of the day out of my house. No chance to throw die there so I made a compromise and waited 4 minutes before peeing. Peed one time thinking you as my domme.

20:05 Rolled 47 Aaargh. I'm bursting. Thinking your lovely laugh.

22:25 Rolled 49. I fear that there might be foul play involved. Rigged web die or something. Thinking your beautiful eyes.

01:25 (Tuesday actually, but still same day really) Rolled 42 again. Thinking that picture of you with rose in your mouth. So sexy.

And that was last pee before falling asleep. Thank you for easy but fun day Miss Marie.

sam

Tuesday Teasings

2008-12-01T20:32:00.001-08:00

My Slut,

I am so enjoying our new relationship and I am so glad you are almost done posting those reports at The ORG, so we can close that chapter and just focus on our new one :). After I get caught up with the feedback that is.

And now, keeping current on our blog here will not be so much for you, when those other reports are done and behind you.

I told you on Monday that since you had not cum, that you would not cum then tonight, and we would see about tomorrow.

For Tuesday, I want you to spend some time, watching porn for me, looking at pictures that arouse you, or anything that will keep my slut very horny for me. You are not allowed to touch your cock at all. I want you very horny.

In addition, you will find time to deliver 50 hard as you can safely tolerate spanks to each of those sexy ass cheeks of yours, and post a pic for me. I want you to feel the sting and pretend it is from my own hand.

I know your nipples are a bit tender, so you will rub 3 ice cubes on them throughout your day, not to be done all at once. My slut loves ice, so consider this to be a little treat.

And finally, something for my pleasure only. All pre cum that is found leaking from your cock will be rubbed into that thong that you came onto so many times for me before. At your 11:45 pm you will log onto IM and come to me online, with this thong, all rubbed in my slut's pre cum, in your mouth, gagging yourself for my pleasure. Then we will discuss how long it is staying there, and just how horny my slut is and whether he really needs to cum for me or not.

Enjoy your day my sweet slut!
Miss Marie

Sam's Sunday Fun

2008-12-01T13:12:00.000-08:00

Miss Marie,

I followed instruction you gave on your post

It turned out to be 13 clothespins for 13 minutes and pain from pulling.

And I just couldn't resist; nipples it was again.

This time it was hard. My nipples were little sore. This time it was already and pain was moderate from beginning.

And it didn't get any easier. But I found out that I was more turned on than usually when having clothespins on my body. I don't think that I'm turning towards being pain slut, but just that I love to have a little bit of pain for Miss Marie's pleasure.

Thank you Miss Marie. sam