Edge Training Starts

First three days of edge training.

Mistress,

Now this is interesting, you love to keep your slut on edge and I,
while I can edge without too much problem, can't stay on edge. I just
can't. I either go over it or drop out of it. And because no dropped
off this time, it's going to be fucking many ruined orgasm this week.
And yes, I notice that there reads week one, so I afraid that I'm
going to have very frustrated future. Unless I manage somehow to learn
how to stay on edge.

Oh well, at least I'm going to one fucking horny slut for you. And
that part I love.

Day 1

1 try for today.

I was very tired and horny. So this wasn't even much of a training. 37
fucking seconds and there it was. First ruined orgasm for you. It's so
fucking hard to remove hands early enough it to be really ruined
orgasm. But what choice do I had. None.

I was actually so tired that I didn't even clean myself off after that
cum dribble, yep, dribble out of my cock. I just started to sleep.

Not very impressive start, but hey, at least I didn't screw it up.

Day 2

Again just one try.

Fucking disaster. Impressive 15 seconds and there I go again. :( Oh,
boy. Other one ruined for you.
Felt little 'down' after this one. Wondering if I'm ever gonna make
even that two minutes. Or have real orgasm during this week. But that
feeling went away quickly and I was back to feeling frustrated horny
slut for you again.

Day 3

1 again, but Mistress gave me opportunity to try 3 times. But nothing
comes free so there I was on cam for Mistress:

Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:52): i can see you now
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:17:55): take your shirt off
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:07): good slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:10): are you nervous?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:19): little
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:38): you trust me though?
Slut (9.2.2009 0:18:29): Yes.
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:18:55): good take that cum cube and rub it on
your nipples for 13 seconds each
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:43): very nice slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:19:46): how does that feel?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:07): mmmm sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:13): now rub it around your belly
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:34): like cum?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:51): i know my slut does not like the smell,
but you are being very good
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:20:56): rub the last bit in your beard
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:24): mmmm very obedient slut
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:31):
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:34): you are so cute and sexy
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:40): now...had you already showered tonight?
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:21:53): well then it stays on you till your shower
Mistress (9.2.2009 0:22:17): good slut...and now you may try 3 times
on monday to edge for me 2 minutes

It was actually fun. Messy and smelly, but fun. Because I knew you loved it.

And a little excerpt from my email to Mistress:

"Now this training is getting in to me. One of those 3 tryis is better
be success or this slut is going nuts.

I'm serious, I fucking leak very much and am really really horny right now."

1. try:

At morning. Very fucking horny, but I almost made it. Have no idea
how, but I just stayed on edge.
Or maybe I do know how. It seems that this is not only mental, but
also a little technical thing.
Only fucking 15 seconds more and I would have real orgasm. SO damn
close, but I can't take any risks. Feeling so fucking horny.

2. try:

Harder. Not so easy to reach edge this time. And that means that
staying there was also more difficult. Without dropping off edge that
is. So not much able to anything else than hope that I will last two
minutes. And of course I didn't. Only able to stay there less than
minute. And then, that fucking dribbling. I hate that. And there seems
to be little lack of cum too. Not much came out this time.
Frustrating.

3. try.

Wanted to try something different so I tied my balls for this time.
Turned me on. Easier to reach edge and stay there. 1:34, so again very
fucking frustrated slut. Who the hell invented ruined orgasm. I want
to strangle that person. I just can't stand this. Most difficult part
is to take hands off early enough. And not to do anything that would
'help' that orgasm.

Thank you Mistress for training me.

sam