Sam's Teasing Tuesday

Miss Marie,

Teasing Tuesday was very much fun.

I am horny. I want to cum, but I also like to be so fucking horny for you. That makes me wonder if I should say no, no I don't want to cum. That I want to be so fucking horny and frustrated that I would really do almost anything to get permission to cum. But could I stand it. What if I would fail and cum without permission. What would you do then.

You and I both know that when I cum for you it won't take long for me to horny again. I'm like some kind of Pavlovian slut, you just ask me if I'm horny and snap, I am. Instantly. It's fun. Being horny for you, all the fucking time.

These kind of thoughts went through my mind while watching porn and reading stories. I was more thinking than really watching those clips. In your comment to my Sunday fun is one thing that I can't get out of my head. This one: "I am glad you loved your little treat with this humiliation too! I know this is the kind of thing that my slut loves, and I will find ways to make sure you experience that, in ways that also please me. "

That scares the shit out of me, but it's good kind of scary feeling. And it makes me even more turned on. Not to mention how I feel now. Writing this to all who read this. My cheeks are red from embarrassment, but I have this funny feeling inside me. I'm waiting what kind of things you will make me do.

Now where's that thong. There's something that needs to be wiped :)

And thank you for spanking my bottom. Using your hands. I was kneeling in living room and hitting my bottom. Slowly. Thinking that you would do it slowly, making me feel every hit before next one. It started to burn, but it was not so bad. I was trying to hit hard enough to follow this: "50 hard as you can safely tolerate".


But at the end I found out that I could have take more. I did hit hard, but maybe 50 to each cheek with my hands just is not enough to me.

And thank you for that ice. My nipples are not in pain anymore. Little bruised, but in good condition.

And now, I'll just wait here for you and trying to think if I should ask for denial or orgasm. Both choices are so tempting. We'll see that.
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After voice chat with Miss Marie.

How silly can slut be sometime. Not wanting to cum. Silly, silly slut :)

I'm so pleased and happy now.

I put that thong in my mouth couple of minutes before time. It's little hard at first, but after it's get easier after it's wet with saliva.

For start you made me kneel on my bed. And just wait. It's so boring. Almost like standing in corner. Just kneel there, nothing to do, and no permission to touch myself. Mind starts to wonder and need to touch grows. And all you can do is kneel there. Boring. But also fun in some level. Just do what you're told. Period.

And then you came back and we started talking. And I started to tease myself with 'Hitachi like' magic wand. And by stroking. And now it went much better than last time when I had trouble with cumming. I can't remember when I have edged 6 times in so short time. And being so horny that I forget couple of times to say thank you. But I will learn that soon. Thank you for understanding that I'm still learning. Even basic things can be hard when edging and talking and listening foreign language. And finally you gave me permission to cum. And cum I did. So relaxing and pleasurable orgasm. Thank you for that. But of course there was some fun for you too at the end; now I'm sitting here with dried cum on my lips and stomach. And on my cock too. But after posting this I can go and wash them off. But I think that I just lick my lips clean and wash rest of it. For you.

Thank you for another wonderful day Miss Marie.

sam